audrey

Happy 2012 ^^

2011-12-31T13:14:00.003+08:00

2011 is coming to an end! I've experienced lots of ups and downs in this year. i've tried things i would have never imagined myself to do. I think most importantly, i've became closer to friends, especially my bestie, carol, after all that had happened. i find it a blessing in disguise really. dont judge but i finally understand the importance of friends.

i wanted to write down whatever thoughts i have regarding the events that have happened to me, but.. i realised, it doesnt really matter anymore. 2012 is in less than 10hours away. shouldnt we concentrate on the happier stuff and be even happier when we cross over to the new year?

yea and so my resolution for the new year. to be happy, to do things without caring about its repercussions, to live my life to its fullest and to not regret anything i've chosen or done. happy holidays everybody^^

hummingbird heartbeat

2011-12-03T03:21:00.002+08:00

wah i think the mv sucks.
think the song's really cute and catchy!^^
hols has been i dont know how to describe. i have a love hate relationship with December this year. i love it cause it's the festive season! so chrismassy everywhere!^^ i hate it cause of mystery shopping:c i cannot wait for the month to be over so i'll be done with work soon, but that'll mean sch will start soon. UGH. i regret not signing up for exchange T.T
am still contemplating if i should take up the moe teaching award or not. shall settle all the application forms before i make a decision on monday. this is annoying. ugh.
havent been really happy these days i dont know why. ever since i bought the wrong cupcake mould size for my cupcakes. but it's ok, shall try to make some muffins with those moulds instead^^ ugh be happy audrey BE HAPPY!

I'll love you for a thousand more

2011-11-25T02:52:00.003+08:00

fucking in love with this song right now. the lyrics' so meaningful and i find this song really touching i dno why. i've died everyday waiting for you. indeed, the wait for someone to love you back is an agony. so heartbreaking and tiring. but i've loved you for a thousand years, i'd love you for a thousand more. will you really persevere that long, to wait for that someone.

went to the bookfest with sherwin this afternoon and spent more than $100 on books. he spent more than $200 close to 300 hahaha. but it's really cheap with all the discounts so it's worth it ah. been watching atmospheric chem webcasts since 5pm. i'm on my 4th webcast at 3am. 3hours for 1webcast. and i have 10 to clear. i'm working harder for this gem than my core mods T.T cause the finals is a fucking 70% and thinking back, my 10% wasn't well done and my 20% essay was more like a copy and paste work so... OMG will i even get a minimum grade of C to s/u it. zz.

sherwin's ordering macs for... the both of us. ahhhhh. this is horrible. macs at this hour?! bah.

on a happier note, final paper's on mon. i'm really happy to see my organiser filled with activities from that day onwards^^ there's lunchdate/shopping w/ daphne, shopping w/ the psych girls, dinner dates, birthday celebrations, christmas parties, work and and I'M GOING TO SPEND THE HOLS BAKING! bought the Hummingbird Bakery cookbook at the bookfest today and omg the cupcakes look so delish and simple to bake, hopefully. <: so excited! heh! 1 month of break seems inadequate now, meh.

oh yes, have to start planning mods to be taken next sem T.T horrible start to my holidays.

you are the apple of my eye

2011-11-17T14:34:00.004+08:00

i think this song is really nice though i dont really understand what they're singing about:x it has something to do with love, schooldays, etc i think. i watched the show twice! think it's really good cept the ending is uh disappointing. but then i guess that's reality! and i think the author of the book just want to portray how the girl was significantly part of the guy's past, that's all. i feel like getting the book and read it but it's in chinese. has been 5 years since i last read a chinese article. bah. nevertheless, i shall try, after my finals!

watching the show made me reminisce about the happy times i had with my friends when we were in secondary school. because i was in a co-ed school with more guys in my class throughout the 4years, that gave me plenty of opportunities to witness the nonsensical things the guys will do. those never fail to crack me up then. i still remember the wrestling matches the guys will have in sec 2. it's a wonder how they can assemble the arena by stacking the tables high up and then disassembling it within seconds. and the times we would play ping pong with 'i am david' literature books in class. skiing barefootedly while cleaning the classrooms, hiding all our books in the fire extinguisher 'room', playing pranks on mrs fong, cutting her hair, passing the fire extinguisher around, reassemble the broken table so that it will fall on her when she put the books there, counting down to recess time during geog lessons and openly defying Mr chia. those were the days, how i miss them, so very much.

moving on to a happier note, i've completed the revision for 1module! 1 more to go!^^ i've got to say, this sem is probably the slackest sem i've ever had. hope the next will be the same^^

in another life, i would be your girl

2011-11-13T23:27:00.002+08:00

i think the song depicts what i really feel right now. bah. i have tried and taken an unconventional route. i never felt happier before. life is too short for decisions. if you want to do it, just go for it. i did what i thought would make me happy and i'm glad to have done it :) though it didnt last for very long, sadly. but if i can turn back time and make a choice again, i would do the same thing. no regrets.

carol and my savings plans.

2011-08-28T01:35:00.004+08:00

so the other day i went to find carol at the tuition centre. and we went for dinner together. we were very full from the ock curry puff and koi bubble tea that we've decided to share a bowl of udon from rock & ash. rock&ash is a small stall at clementi mall basement which sells fries dipped in different flavours and they have samples for u to try! sooo carol was asking,'dree! do you think we shud get the fries?' i said,'there! free flow leh!'
HAHAHAHAHA omg im so amused at myself. HAHA and so we started discussing enthusiastically about ways/tips to save money.
1. go to taka basement food hall where they will hold various events there. the latest one is the mooncake festival event where ALL sorts of mooncakes are being sold there! and.. there are samples for you to try.. so.. HAHAHA

2. cannot dress too shabily so they will THINK u're there to buy and thus will offer you the samples. HAHAHA

omg really buaytahan us. and so we decided to write a book on how to save money. BUT THEN, carol said,'people wont buy leh, cause it's supposed to be a learn to save book, but they need to spend to buy the book to save?!' ya hor. and so after much discussion, we concluded that sometimes, people need to sacrifice something to save $$ and they might want to get a book they like to read, so that book has got to be our how to save money book. WOOHOO!

ok i just think it's damn hilarious and i've got to note it down. :o

and omg i just realised the last time i blogged was exactly a month ago!!!:D ok la /cheapthrill

and and just to share a song i really like!:D

singlehood

2011-07-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

ahh. singlehood is good. carol was still asking me last night how do i feel. awesome, i told her. it's like, you don't have to account and accomodate to anyone anymore=) but of course, being in a relationship has its pros as well. like people can tian mi mi the whole day *gags at the thought of couples pda-ing on public transport, gosh*
my internship is coming to an end tmr! i can't deny i'm really excited for it cause I can finally sleep late and wake up later than ever woohoo! but then again, i will really miss one of my classes=/ they're really a joy to teach! i wonder if the school purposely attach us to a well behaved class--> so we will have joy teaching--> we'll most probably take up the award--> be teachers for life. :O i'm at the 3rd stage already. still can't imagine myself teaching for life. le sigh. and then.. i will definitely miss my fellow interns/trainees/scholars!:( without them, i think i will dread going to school :o bah. they're a bunch of really nice and fun people!! will really miss them man! we're already planning for a lunch get together this sat!:D awesomeeeee cant wait to see the rest! cause the scholars and the enhanced school experience people left last week! so now the staffroom has only 5 people. rlly quiet around here:o
okay on a side note, i'll just like to say, i really can't stand people who pretends to dont mind this, dont mind that, but actually they do mind alot and they will somehow find some way to make it clear to you about their intentions-.- like whutttt, why can't you just SAY IT OUT LOUD from the start. zz zzz.

who are we to judge

2011-06-01T02:59:00.003+08:00

who are we to judge others. who are you to judge me. please do reflect upon yourself before making comments about others. i find it entertaining that you harbor such thoughts. and it's so hilarious cause it's so unexpected. you dont even realise what a failure you are and yet you dare to judge others. i really want to laugh. omg laugh alongside others. looking at you being a big joke. this is seriously too big a joke for me to handle.

post exams activities!

2011-05-03T02:53:00.009+08:00

finally. my exams are over omg. the worst i've had in my 13 years of education i feel? firstly, i've never been so unprepared for exams. honestly, my friends would know that i'm always rather prepared for exams and wont be that nervous about it? secondly, i cannot believe i had to study for cognitive till 4am in the morning when i had to wake up at 7am for the paper. and ofc, i cannot believe that i had to and managed to finish 1 module in one day. my god. it was most depressing day of my life. i really felt like i couldnt take it. but now, it's finally over. i will seriously put in more effort next sem to organise my revisions. AND SO, i met love on sat immediately after my cog(cock) psych finals! we went for lunch at ajisen ramen and then headed over to scape for a flea which was nothing much but she managed to get a black scallop top for 10bucks only! really good deal!^^ i went to the worker's party rally at bedok w/ mel,alan,kokweng,sarah,ashton and honestly, i felt that they were just 'criticising' the ruling party and did not propose anything new that can benefit the people. one of the things they proposed was in my opinion just an improvement to the current medishield system. like when i heard it, i was like eh so? zz.
went out with my sis the next day for our ipl treatment! went to have fish n co for lunch after and just walked around fep for awhile before heading home. both of us were very tired cause we woke up at 9am.-.-

went out with seowchian tdy finally!^^ had an awesome day with her today! went to watch the chinese ghost story (xiaoqian) movie at iluma. honestly, i was not expecting much from that movie but i must say, it was really quite good! haha and very heartbreaking. pingpongpiang=( went over to suntec fortunate 'restaurant' (cause it was eh part of the kopitiam hahaha) for dimsum dinner! talked for awhile and it felt good. wanted to have dessert and so we headed over to max brenner for waffles. omg super full. didnt expect the portion to be that huge=/ should have shared but we managed to finish it?0.0 opps. hahahaha VERY SINFUL OMG.

omg was so excited about the present. and YAY. she got me laneige products! =DD happy ttm! thank you seowchian!:D

banana split waffles w/ coated hazelnut and blueberries and strawberries!

seowchian's munchie waffle w/ coated hazelnuts and 2 scoops of ice cream!

and shit. im sleeping even later than the time i usually sleep during the exam period-.- ugh. black eyerings and eyebags already.zz

stress

2011-03-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

i find it quite stressful to work with certain people. i feel inadequate and cant contribute much. i feel irresponsible. and today, i've been online since 2pm trying to work on deviance, actually not contributing much. 8hours on my laptop, i've abandoned my cognitive psych. fucking 9chapters waiting for me. 2 days to finish. 90 mcqs. well at least it's mcqs right? but nooo, mcqs can be quite hard. cause they really require to remember those nitty gritty details, unlike essays or short answer ques, you can just 'smoke' your way through. sighs. think it'll be a good idea to sleep at 11pm and wake up at 8am tmr to study ya? and i still have an essay to be handed in on tues which i've yet to start on. but then again, i can choose not to do it and do the last ques which i can submit in mid april but it's slightly harder la. omg. srsly my fault for procrastinating and tv the whole day away on thursday and friday. and friday i had no sch, dno wtf was i doing then. wah now i'm thinking real hard, what did i do last friday. oh man. this is all rambling and rant. even i'm sick of myself. i'm sick of school and really wants to quit. fuck mans. all these deadlines and exams, they're making me lose passion in what i'm studying.

How they make potato chips?

2011-03-27T22:06:00.001+08:00

think this is really interesting and since omg i LOVE chips! hahahaha chips galore.

sia la, imagine them as calbee seaweed or spicy flavours

Blogobo.com - How they make potato chips?

love this song

2011-03-07T02:37:00.003+08:00

i love this song. haha abit old school i think. the singer's old but her voice is (Y).

shall blog abt my birthday party soon!:D heeheehee:D

forlino w/ love and mad busy!

2011-02-28T00:27:00.014+08:00

for the past week. i've only been doing decorations for my party, and nothing else. but yet. i find no time to finish my revision for abn and i/o psych! OMG. what have i been doing?! i haven even went shopping=( fuck. no gg out w/ frds or even alan-.- WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING?! oh ya waking up damn late everyday and watching tv. sucks. so let's see, my to do list.
1. finish chap 2 of i/o tnight (12:30am now...)
2. finish 2 abn psych lecture notes tmr
3. finish 2 i/o chaps tmr night
4. cut hair and hair treatment( i know this is unnecessary but omg, i want to cut my hair=( ) on tues
5. try to complete remaining i/o chaps on tues and wed(sch till 6pm fml) and recap abn psych by thurs as well
6. do social psych reading and one powerpoint SLIDE(fucking lame) for tutorial. not gna read tb since class participation is ZERO. he thinks we have 4 hour tutorial. squeeze so many things and all of us need to present a TWENTY SECOND ppt. lame ttm.

and you must be wondering why i still have the time to blog. sudden feel leh. shit=(
anw i went to Forlino for lunch w/ alan tdy! we purchased the deal like last year. the food's so so? and omg we thought the drinks were part of the deal so we ordered orange juice, lime juice and mineral water. and at the end of the course, we were wondering should we just leave since we did not have to pay for anything? (paid when we bought the vouchers). so we just left and DENG DENG DENGGGG, the waitress stopped alan politely and said,' see you at the cashier to settle the bill kay' what a polite way of saying,' eh u haven pay leh.' soo the drinks amounted to $31++ WTF. so overall. i think the place's overrated. u pay for the ambience and the view. superb view i must say! can see marina bay sands and flyer! so awesome! hahaha

nice salted bread w/ cheese. the waiter asked if we wanted extras for this, can u imagine if we said we wanted. haha maybe this one will cost $20.

priced at $9 each

pumpkin soup

prawn salad

chicken breast w/ dno what sauce and brinjals and mushroom cap and mashed potatoes(nice)

pan seared forgot what fish w/ very saltish(imo) vege--> nicer than the chicken breast thing

biscuits to go w/ coffee n tea

the bill for drinks. sighs

12:51 now. time to speed read my i/o stats chap. i'll nv go to this restaurant again i guess. i rather spend the $100+++(original price) on steaks, sharkfin, abalone, and what not.
after the lunch, we decided to head to his house to study. after dinner, we camped in front of his laptop and waited for thescarletroom and LB's launches. haha super exciting. he was like,' LEFT 2 PIECES!' i went,' OMG ONLY 2 PIECES'. then click click click excitedly. and PAID. w/o even thinking. but i didnt managed to get the high waisted shorts=( didnt managed to pay in time. srs wtf. 7:01pm, already left w/ 2 pieces only. zzzz the other people too hardcore srsly. and i just want to say, blogshopping w/ alan=bad. he will,' buy la buy' i will, 'eh...' then he will,' buy la buy. nice what' then i,'ok lor' and buy. sighs. $$$$ flies away=( i hope i get to receive the money given away by the govt=/ will feel more comforted.

BACK!

2011-02-24T23:23:00.018+08:00

it has been 2 months ever since i've updated this blog. alan and i celebrated our first year anniversary tgt on 26Jan! i eh cant recall what we did on that day. i rmb us being very busy. so then it was Lunar new year! definitely not a good year for horses in contrast to what the 'fortune teller' or the 'fengshui master' said on the cny show-.- lost on every occasion but this was kind of compensated by the slight increase in angbaos this year. heehee. i went to watch the Great World with alan and his parents on the 3rd day. the show's really good! and i think it brought back memories for the older gen. it's kind of sad that even pasar malams nowadays are losing their appeal cause perhaps like the reason behind the downfall of the Great World, people are more interested in tv and their laptops. so sad. i would love to go visit the Great World! hahaha.
ok so anw, alan and i went to sushi tei on valentines' day cause i had a craving for it omg. we ordered quite alot of ala cartes to share! curry noodle(surprisingly not too bad), sushi set(inclusive of soft shell crab sushi wee!), mango wrapped sushi, crab chawanmushi and agedashi tofu(which i feel sakae sushi's nicer). after dinner, we decided to head to town for a movie! we watched Homecoming. super hilarious! i dont see why people dont watch the show just because of jackneo-.- zz.

ready to devour the curry noodles

first mouthful

eat and eat...

crabmeat chawanmushi!

sushi palette

the tofu. not very impressive..

curry noodles!

king prawn sushi w/ mango

rocher tauhuay and youtiaooo

looking quite retarded here0.0

omg i think i'll just load this post up. i wanted to post 2 photos of 3 birdies my father saved from a big bird at telokblangah! they're really cute! but really small0.0 my father saved them 2 days ago. today. 2 of them died=( we were all so sad. one of them was named after me cause it's so fat and eats alot-.- but now it's gone=( hopefully the last one left will survive0.0 if not it'll be really sad=(
so anw i went for my first brazilian waxing 2 days ago with mich! it feels really eh good now and haha tho it was kind of weird initially cause the bushes are gone, but it feels cleaner and more hygienic la. haha good experience! hahaha tho it hurt quite abit=/
and my deco for my birthday party is finally done! with the help of carol and sophie! THANK YOU LEH~ hahah think w/o them, my deco will look like shit cause my art is atrocious. zz. YAY! cant wait for my party!:D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2011-01-01T15:15:00.007+08:00

HAIRPEE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!:D

OMG WHAT'S UP WITH THE FONTS?!? STUPID BLOGGER-.-
shall do a summary of what has happened to me over the past year. hahaha.
1. got tgt with alan!
2. oversea trips with alan
3. became a psych major
4. relationship with some of my frds grew stronger, while with some, it just faded.
5. baked brownies!(successfully)
6. karaoke for first time ever since sec 2? 0.0

ok nvm i shall stop doing this, hahaha i cant think of any more happening stuff to include-.- this is pathetic. must try to make my life in 2011 more exciting and memorable than ever!
last day of 2010 was spent at alan frd's house. we had steamboat and watched tv tgt. hahaha. then we counted down and i headed over to liangcourt for some ktv session with carol,jim,sam,zw,qj,sher,nigel n weixiang. we didnt sing much but it was super fun and hilarious!! hahahhaa. and the cost was 40bucks each. like OMG?! zz. carol n i bused home. was feeling very accomplished cause we didnt have to cab! HAHA. and tho we spent 8bucks on nightriders, those werent technically our money0.0 HAHAHAH.
okayyy, party/new year gathering at one of my PRIMARY sch mate's house. makes me feel like im gg back to sch. like first day of sch, u get to see all ur pri/sec/jc mates. haha hopefully it'll be fun0.0
i feel that resolutions are eh unnecessary and redundant cause you wont achieve it anyway-.- so what's the point. haha. gave up making resolutions a few years back and im so glad! HAHA it's just so dumb if u look back and reflect, u realise u havent accomplished anything on your list.
and im falling sick. fml.

holidays!!

2010-12-11T23:58:00.006+08:00

so many plans for this holiday!:D awesome awesome!
spent my first week watching gg4 at home. have yet to complete due to slow buffering-.- and butterfac with og and sophie,cl,meiqi and serena!! music wasnt good and fucking alot of people. made me fucking pissed off-.- wassup with like 10 girls gathering into a circle and pushing people around them? fuckers. and melvin brought some lemon flavoured drink which tasted like detergent.ugh. and he was half drunk even before we headed into the club. HAHA.
mon: met sophie for some shopping(finally) at fep! went for lunch at pasta de waraku! very tasty food at affordable prices:D
tuesday:went for nihon mura sushi buffet with sophie, qing and alan. didnt know qing could eat so much!0.0 the variety is good but the taste of the food was so so i guess=/ i still prefer sakae sushi buffet because of their fried tofu and scallops!=D alan left for starhubs at ps and qing, sophie and i went to fep to shop! qing was telling us how bugis has so many cheap stuff so we bused there and basket, we took the wrong bus. zz. finally reached bugis and we went to get koi then shopping! we were too tired towards 8 so we just settled for some wanton dinner at bugis which tasted so so only. whcih shouldnt be the case cause they were supposed to be specializing in wantons?! zz.

wed: dinner at mr curry with daphne, sk, sq, alan to celebrate sk's birthday. very pathetic-.- bought a cake and went over to butterfac to cut cake and drink disgusting smirnoff vodka(brought by melvin again) didnt go into the club cause NYJC WAS HAVING THEIR POST PROM THERE. wtf ttm. cfm crowded then i'll be fucking pissed. so nth to enjoy about. so alan and i left with sq.

friday: christmas party at real education centre. food all prepared by the gfs of the bosses. haha was really good^^ and we played pictionary and all of us won some macs vouchers. hahahaha. xavier,fred, alan and i left at 9plus and we cabbed(waited damn long for the cab-.-) to longhouse at thompson for supper. the stalls were all closed so we went to some hk cafe for foood. elton,bryan and their frds came after! fred then sent me home. how nice! he stays at yishun0.0

sat: went over to alan's hse for lunch and kungfu hustle. then i left and met seowchian for dinner at itacho! slightly pricey jap food but really delicious and fresh! yums!:D maybe the small portion made it so delectable even more. then we wanted to find some dessert places around orchard but failed. we settled for ben&jerry's at heeren! i had banana split and she had belgian waffle. super sinful:/

tmr JB w/ family and monday CITYPLAZA with qing and sophie!cant wait! cheap food cheap clothes ftw!:D tues narnia w/ sophie, a date with alan on wed(like finally hahaha) where we'll have sakae sushi buffet(omg), rebel on thurs (wee!) and friday i cant rmb.0.0 holidays are awesome:D

oh oh! and there're still so many things i wanna get! blazers, shorts, tops, dresses and SHOES! hopefully cityplaza will be goooood!:D

bastards and bastardresses

2010-11-29T01:40:00.004+08:00

bastards and bastardresses(thanks a new word i came up with)

one must have been deprived of love from parents or a primary caregiver in order to have such an avoidant/disorganized relationship with them. thus, this gives rise to an insecure attachment with their loved ones and thus resulting in emotional or/and social immaturity in later life. the failure to take into considerations the feelings of your friends or family members will result in you being a huge PHAAAAILURE in life. thus resulting in unhappy marriage or having kids who have unfortunately inherited your fucked up genes and being very unfriendly towards u and to his/her friends as well? what a vicious cycle. but what to do. such people do exist and they're like always around us. why ah, i really dont understand why some people can be so muthafuckingly insensitive to other people's feelings and being so stupid at the same time? seriously i dont understand?! why such people exist why why WHY?! UGH!

and i believe in karma. ONE DAY. someone will do the same to u. and i'll be the first to laugh and taunt at u. HAHA SUCKERS.

OH and i forgot to mention. insecure attachment will lead to COGNITIVE immaturity as well! omg. no wonder they're so stupid and probably wont succeed in later life as well. ah let's pity them and look at them sympathetically(because we're emotionally mature and thus able to show empathy and sympathy) for they will be failures in future cause their results will suck and they will probably work at some office earning 2k for the rest of their lives=) cheers to people like us!=)

queer

2010-11-12T00:45:00.003+08:00

it's very weird. cause actually i have a livejournal account created just to comment for bs clothes. hahah and initially i wanted to use it to sell my preloves. and i rmb uploading only 1 picture of a top. but now i look at the main page. it has 3 other tops which i have never ever seen before in my life?! huh. why so weird. my account got hacked?0.0 but cant be also.. omg. so puzzled now. zzzzz.

study session with sophie tdy was quite productive!^^ finished my regression and survey methods and one week of soci readings! shall try to complete 2 weeks tmr!(5 readings) 0.0 haha TRY. ok i just commented for another top! OMG SO EXCITING but my bank balance. depleting ttm. zz

I NEED TO WORK DURING DEC HOLS.

popo birthday and finals!

2010-11-10T01:16:00.004+08:00

celebrated my popo birthday on saturday with my relatives! think we look the best already. HAHA! anw i think she's either 70++ or 80 or 80++ 0.0 hahaha not very sure0.0. but dont you love her hair. haha looks so 'cloudy' or fluffy. hahah.
finished revision for dev psych test tmr. feels rather unprepared=/ hopefully the paper wont be that bad. i keep telling myself it's only mcq so maybe the questions will cue some answers from my working/long term memory? hopefully la. and hopefully all the students will do quite badly? HAHAH i know im very bad but i foresee my term paper will gg.com. throughout revision, i realised my points for my term paper are quite inaccurate0.0 gg ttm.
12 more days to finals! omg, so i have 15 chaps for mkt, readings(luckily only readings) for soci of food, 14 chaps for dev psych, 13 chaps for bio psych and dont know how many chaps for stats(3books) FML TTM. yea lor. and i wanted to improve my CAP this sem. hopefully it really will either improve or maintain at that level0.0 MY CAPPPPPPP.
and i was quite sad when i got back my response paper today. tho it's only 2.5%, but still felt quite sad. B leh. i pray that my term paper(20%) will be better than that omg=/ ok night world.
ok and sophie just told me that timetable for next sem is up. 8 to 10pm for SOCIAL LECT FUCK MY LIFE. why is this happening=(
OH i misunderstood her. it's 8am to 10am. still quite fml but i think okay leh0.0 just that i'll be waking up at 6 for the first time since jc. zz

helen keller

2010-11-05T15:47:00.002+08:00

isnt is amazing that someone like helen keller, who is both deaf and blind, was able to describe the value of language to give meaning to experiences. haha.
anw. 6 webcasts down, 4 more to go for dev psych. woohoo! kept dozing off while watching the webcasts0.0 and so had to rewind and replay several times=/
i signed up for this particular experiment few weeks ago which can earn me 80bucks. i went for the session ytd and realised that the blood taking was via the veins and not the prick thumb kind, haha so i withdrew from it0.0 i cannot imagine in future when i give birth to a baby and i have to be on iv drip. dengdengdeng. hope i'll be in coma then0.0 hahahaha
and happy deepavali to all the indians in the world! i realise i only have one indian friend? haha yea.

lacepipe very disappointing

2010-11-03T00:44:00.004+08:00

the first time i bought something, a knit striped top, from this particular blogshop and they told me they didnt receive my order. in order to purchase, u have to fill up the form and click on the submit button, not like the usual comment function. and they didnt receive my order. like WTF TTM x1000. and cause i really like the top, i've decided to join BO(fuck) which will take around 2-3weeks to arrive(UGHS). i feel so pissed i can strangle and pinch them till their arms and face swell.

ok im really proud of myself for typing 1500+ words in 3 hours for my essay! left with another 1500+ words to go and biblio to be done tmr. cant wait for next wed to arrive. dev quiz and stats proposal will be down by then!=D and cant wait till 27nov cause that's when finals will be finished! WOO!

i joined deals.com(not a scam please)! it's a site where they will present u deals from holidays and dining places. so i saw this $499NETT 4days3nights cruise to KL/Phuket and thought it was really cheap! so i called alan excitedly and told him about it and he said,'very expensive leh' =( my mum said the same thing. cause apparently when she last went on a cruise which was about TWENTY years ago(same goes for alan la, 16years), it cost her just 100+? yea. so im slightly sad now that i cant go on cruise. hahaha i've never been on a cruise!0.0 ok. please do tell me if u see any travel deals online! dying to go for a short trip after finals!=D WEE!

unfit ttm and anniversary!

2010-10-31T01:28:00.003+08:00

although i wasnt very fit to begin with BUT omg im dying from unfitness. i used to be able to do 20 push ups and run 2rounds around the canal. BUT now. i squirm when i do only ONE pushup. fml?! and i tried jogging a few days ago, after 1 round around the canal, i wanted to to die from over panting. fml. and my tummy has been showing. i used to have like eh 2 packs(not very impressive BUT still 2packs leh), NOW IT'S ONE BIG PACK?! omg must be karma for laughing at alan all day long. FML!
SOOO i've decided to go jog 4 times a week(after finals) do 20pushups everyday(with effect from today) and do something about my diet(all the chips/fried food/curry ytf are not helping, fml) YES I WANT TO BE FIT. i dont want to pant when i climb the stairs/when im chasing after the bus=( sighs. ok. hopefully i'll update on 1stjan2011: IM FIT NOW! hahahahaha. OK! very determined. yays.
i just finished one whole pack of calbee seaweed chips. zz

OK! so today i went to pator with alan. haha to celebrate our 9th month! haha met rather early and had jap omelette noodles at ion basement! yums! and VERY filling. we went to starbucks at wheelock to study! ordered venti java chip and i thought it wasnt so i went up to the counter and,'excuse me, i ordered java chip but u guys gave me mocha frap'(cause they wrote MF on the cup) then they replied,' miss, it's java chip, the chips are on top' wtf embarrassing ttm. but why were the chips on top right. zzz. drink fail.
we went for dinner at HOB NOB(cute name right hahaha) at fareast SHOPPING CENTRE. haha yea not fareast plaza. but the food's sold at nett price! no gst/service charge! haha and alan ordered the dory fish. DAMN NICE!! the potatoes were AWESOME too. my carbonara was so so la. haha and we shared dark chocolate cake w/ icecream. normal0.0 haha went home after that cause i was feeling tired0.0 hahaa had an awesome day!=D weee!(alan are you pleased now. HAHA)

sentosa spooktacular!

2010-10-30T01:00:00.003+08:00

went for sentosa spooktacular to celebrate jim's 20th! haha. was kind of reluctant to attend such halloween events cause i'm actually very timid0.0 haha but yea lor, to celebrate his birthday and the fact that it's 28bucks(compared to night safari's 50-.-), i think it was alright to go la. haha and after looking at some of my frds' pictures, doesnt seem that scary leh. hahahah
we went to all 3 'haunted houses'. there were the wax museum(least frightening!), haunted asylum(quite scary=/) and the cursed house(FUCKING scary, to me la) ma de. so many ghosts=( so i kept clinging onto sherwin and zengwei and zw said,' eh my shirt gonna be ripped already know' 0.0 hahaah sorry laa. hahahah0.0 sherwin was very unreliable. he ran away halfway through the walk-.- so yea! it was quite an experience for me^^ wouldnt go another time unless there're at least 7 guys gg(like tdy but wtf, they kept gg in front and abandon carol and i-.-) hahahah
OK! actually i have a 10page term paper and 8 page journal(stats) to complete and dev quiz soon. but i seem very free cause i keep procrastinating. HAHA and aiya. i'll normally set my eh results quite low for all these term paper and what not0.0 haha so at least B for both?HAHA OK! night everybodys

first ipl treatment!

2010-10-23T00:54:00.003+08:00

went for my first ipl treatment today with mich and my sis! hahah omg so exciting! we signed up for the unlimited package for underarms for just $188!=D it took like 10minutes for the whole process to be over? and the process was slightly painful? haha prickly pain at some areas(i presume areas with hair+their roots) so yea, was manageable even for someone like me0.0 hahaha. cant wait for the hair to drop over the next few days!=D and for our next treatment!=D which we will undergo upperlip ipl as well! hahaha.

been studying dev psych for the whole week. only dev psych. my brain is so saturated with all the theories and examples now i doubt i can recall the info well=/ went to study with sophie at centrepoint macs before ipl today! was really productive and the monopoly thingy is back! i got an instant win-small fries. hahah was so excited. cheap thrill ttm. sophie and i were comparing our coloured houses and we got all the different ones-.- zz.
about a month more to end of finals! cant wait! jb trip to eat seafood and christmas shopping!=D

love gives me hope

2010-10-11T00:39:00.002+08:00

i tumbled upon this site while reading sinee's fb msg.
http://lovegivesmehope.tumblr.com/
then i suddenly thought of a personal experience.
i was trying to resist crying in front of my sister one night. waiting for her to go sleep before continuing. then she asked,' jie, were you crying' then i cried even more and she came and sit with me on the floor. she patted on my back and passed me some tissue, saying,' dont cry dont cry' haha and she smsed me this mms with the same msg. lgmh=)

1+ month till finals. very fast! but im looking forward to it so that the end will come soon as well.
elearning week has been quite a bullshit. i went back to school like twice for projs and lecture. soo what's the point of having an elearning week?

events aplenty, recess week horray!:D

2010-09-17T23:55:00.021+08:00

fuck man this took me so many days to post because of the stupid upload function of blogger. totally sucks. #$@#^%%

so i sort of celebrated my end of mtt earlier on tues with my sister. we went to eat scissors cut rice at farrer park! they sell the BEST curry rice in singapore! seriously delicious ttm!:D if you guys want to go there. u can take train to farrerpark, then exit from exit H, exit from the cityplaza mall and walk straight all the way along city square condo or smth like that. haha i cant recall the name of the condo. it's located at the end of the road!:D weee!
went for karaoke with my sissy. hahaha quite fun but our voices were like quite atrocious at some parts of the songs.0.0 after that i went to meet carol and sherwin for dinner but we didnt eat anything. ahhah.
went out with alan on friday(fianlly:/) we went to try the parchment pasta from pizza hut! not gelard at all! hahah but not very filling according to him0.0 i think it's just worth one try la. haha. not very fantastic. but i like it cause it wont make me gelard:/ we went to watch vampire sucks. ehh it was quite hilarious at some parts but overall, kind of suck also0.0 haha i only like ken jeong. HAHA he's like super funny and gay. we walked to orchard from plaza sing and shopped for awhile. i wanted to get my wedges but in the end, he himself bought a leather jacket. zz. we were quite hungry after a while and so went to have this omelette noodle at some jap food stall at ion! quite nice!=D went for alan nephew's birthday party yesterday. it wasnt too bad but at times i felt intimated especially when throngs of his relatives arrived0.0 i couldnt help but to hope that i was invisible so they wouldnt notice me0.0 hahahah. but the food catered from oldchangkee was surprisingly good!=D haha and the bbqued food. ohh and i got his nephew chocolates from royce, but then it turns out, he doesnt like chocolates at all! oh my goodness-.- so we had to give the chocolates to his brother. zz. should have bought candies0.0

looks disgusting i know but tastes AWESOMEEE!=D

u think he really covered her boobs?0.0 hahahahhaah

quite pathetic right. the menu said char grilled chicken w/ button mushrooms. i had one thin slice of black mushroom(dunno what isit called) and alan had none?! pui
free seasons green tea given out by sexy girls at orchard!!=D
'supper' hahaha. delicious lehss. slurpsss

socially acceptance

2010-08-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

i believe everybody definitely has done something to feel socially accepted. you might think,' NO I DONT?!' well come on. U DEFINITELY HAVE. like you definitely have done or not do something to want to fit in. to want to look like you're part of something trendy. to look cool, etc. yea so sometimes when people ask u, eh why do u want to do this(club/smoke/drink/etc) and u say,' oh cause i just feel like it' nonsense. well some people might do it cause they're stressed over work/school/etc or they really just want to have fun? well i believe while you want to have fun, you definitely want to do it cause you want to look cool/be more socially accepted, no? like why must you keep clubbing/drinking to look cool or to have fun? most of the people i know dont really like to drink but they drink cause their friends drink. i do too. i dont think vodka/beer are nice(maybe some only) but i drink cause my friends drink. like i cant possible,' NO i dont want cause i dont like' when they're having so much fun and persuading me to drink. rights.
if you think im talking about someone in particular. you're right. i am. but this is extended to everyone as well. we all conform. to some extent. however small or indirect, we still do. so stop saying you dont? if u persist, u are just deceiving yourself. loser

suck as a girlfriend

2010-07-30T00:17:00.002+08:00

i think i suck as a girlfriend. like im insensitive, not caring enough, get pissed off easily. basically doesnt know how to appreciate the things i have now.

batam!

2010-07-28T21:31:00.003+08:00

just came back from batam with alan! cabbed to nagoya hills and we checked into the hotel plasa first. 425000 rupiah for a night rather cheap! haha. and the room wasnt bad. then we headed to eat at this five star kopitiam. the kweytiao and nasi goreng were super nice=DD AHHHS. there were nothing much to do at nagoya hills and the weather was rather gloomy. so alan and i just walked around aimlessly around the mall0.0 we went to check out movie timings and bought tickets for sorcerer's apprentice. the tickets were like $2.50 each?! how cheap la. HAHA. we went grocery shopping. they had seaweed flavoured lays! hahah and the yakult was really cheap. like 7000rupiah for a pack. that's like 30cents per bottle0.0
we went to this tze char place called lingga 933 i think, at the food street. ordered quite alot cause we were really hungry. haha. ordered hotplate tofu, sweet and sour fish, chicken in ginger shreds, kangkong, coconut juice. all just for 30plus sing? hahah. food's not bad. except for the tofu, not very fantastic=/ hahah
went to the same kopitiam for breakfast the next day cause we woke up at 11. thus missed the hotel's breakfast. hahaha. had kangkong(cause alan was craving for spicy food), egg in tomato sauce, KWEYTIAO GORENGS. because of this(i think), i laosaied later. zz. we cabbed to harris hotel at 80,000 rupiah. quite expensive i think=( went for banana boat and kayak! banana boat was violent and tiring=/ cause we got thrown into the sea and i couldnt climb back onto the banana. zz. kayak was really slow and relaxing, and we were basking under the sun($#$%#$%$) bathed and we cabbed back to ferry terminal for 100000 rupiah. effing ex. ZZ. went to eat then it was home sweet home!
my neck is like fucking aching, think due to the banana boat. zz.
today i went to collect my tuition and work pay. woohoo! feels slightly richer now. then went to hand in my timesheet for minute maid with alan. we went bugis for koi and fries! then i came home for dinner! havent bathed and dont intend to=/ cause too lazy and i dont feel dirty la. HAHA. lalalala.

timbre effing ex

2010-07-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

timbre came up to a whopping 952+!! omg. i was like wtf when feizhen told me. haha. must have been all the waterfalls, kamikaze shots and i heard. all the quickfuck and blowjobs towards the end. hahah.
butterfac last wed with sophie, cuilin, meiqi. i must say it wasnt a pleasant experience0.0 but the music was good=D butterfac again next week with og! haha so exciting=D
and i hope brazil wins. like omg. netherlands is leading=(
work today was okay during the day but sucky at night. the clementi kopitiam was stuffy, dirty, small and pathetic. ugh. cant wait for the next 2 days to be over!!
was so glad alan came and accompanied me from 2 to 6=) we went jp to watch eclipse. it was kind of disappointing cause i was expecting longer and more action scenes. but oh well. i hope the last part will be good! he met me after my work and we went for golden rooster! haha. and FML some fucking bird decided to shit on me. UGH. SOPHIE ARE U READING THIS. i really want to kill them all. zz. so annoying=( and alan was just beside me. why did it shit on me? not like i want it to shit on alan la. but wah lao. zzzz
cmon brazil u can do it!0.0

so bored

2010-06-18T15:16:00.003+08:00

havent been blogging for almost a month. have been either working/shopping with frds and alan. oh and i went bintan with mich and mou. the place is ideal for water sports. super exciting! we went for the banana boat, flying fish(mou flew out, HAHA epic), big mable and another one i cant recall. 40sing for 4 water sports. but it all ended in a hour or so? and we had nth much to do there alrdy. the resort we went to was the agro beach resort. it was eh pretty isolated as there werent any shopping malls/ food centres nearby. so we had to do everything in the resort. washed up and the airconditioner in our room was spoilt-.- they had to spend around 1/2 an hour? to fix it. thereafter, mou and i went for a dip in the swimming pool! hahaha. to wash away the sand as well la=D

went for seafood dinner at night. we slept in the room for about 2 hrs? really were tired cause we woke up so early0.0 the food is really fresh and nice! we ordered not too many dishes. steamed groupers in hk style(too sweet for our liking, but the fish was really very fresh), butter cereal prawns, sambal kangkong, gong gong(some snail thing which i didnt even try, hahah. eew) each of us paid 17 for it. think it was okay?

on the second day, we signed up for this shopping mall shuttle service. 10sing each. when we got to the first mall, i was like. eh i've been here before=/ it's called ramayana mall. dont go there cause they have nth. GO BESTARI MALL if u're a guy. it's bigger but looks more cui. and they sell lots of branded t shirts at really cheap prices. think they're rejects or smth. each piece cost between 20-26 sing? they have ralph lauren, levis, burberry, gucci, calvinklein, etc. their designs are really nice too! haha bought one for alan and one for my dad=) girls' stuff over there were either not cheap or their designs were like $^%$.

went back and had time for a foot massage. then we ordered food takeaway and rushed for our shuttle back to terminal. eh the food was really good. we had fried rice and kway teow goreng. wow. awesome! hahaha bought it from the same seafood place. weeee! oh and our ferry was delayed due to unknown reasons. zz zz

anw im at work now. really nth to do? the only thing i can do is to mass drink water, and pee. onto my 4th refill. zz. i feel like asking the part timer beside me what is he doing. cause i think he was watching some bball game and reading news. i've read alrdy. UGH. so now i've nth to do alrdy. zzzz
anw i cant wait for artscamp! =)

the losers

2010-05-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

went to catch the losers with alan on saturday. at 1015am. hahah very early0.0 after that we went to soup kitchen @paragon for lunch. and then we went to meet sophie! she was working outside wheelock with her frd seeteng. bought chippy's and milktea at fep before that=D nicee!

and i have no more tuition till end of june=) tutee is gng on a month's long holiday to vancouver. how lucky and rich. hahaha. and i can finally take a break from him0.0

went to chinatown and satisfied my kwaychap craving with alan. it was alright only. haha and we went to buy koi bubbletea! and tried the raisin cream bun from barcook bakery! i dont like it. he likes it tho0.0 think it was too sweet. but it's very fluffy! and fresh out from the oven. too creamy for me tho.

want to share one of twilight's soundtrack! saw it on carol's blog! and thought the song is really awesome=)

and then. a song i really like as well!

enjoy!=D

HOLIDAYS!

2010-05-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

YES! holidays started for me on 31may. ended my exams with a 'bang'. had tuition after that-.- haha but now ifeel really awesome and very free. haha somedays i just get so bored and just want to go out! anw. im employed now! really good pay and i dont mind doing all the admin stuff. quite exciting. haha. i rather be busy than be free at work. cause i'll tend to doze off0.0 very summarised activities!

shopping with sophie on 2may=))
ironman 2 and sakae sushi buffet with alan on 3may- not that exciting. lots of talking. minimal action. the first part was nicer! we bought a puzzle to surprise my sister when she comes back in june! completed 2 days later. haha easy peasy! have yet to buy the frame yet tho0.0
everything with fries with mich and minting on 8may. my plate was half filled with fries. omg. it was so effing exciting cause i love fries! din managed to finish tho. hahaa simply too much! even for me!

can u see the pathetic salmon? hahah so small! and i feel like eating it right now. OMG

that day i went for this interview for clinic assistant. pathetic pay and high commitment. haha rejected!
steamboat buffet with sophie, alan and qings on 10may- OMG i think i gained weight from the bbq. srsly. too much oil=( but the food's not bad and company's awesome! haha we went for desserts after that as well. before that went to catch ipman2 with sophie at iluma. SUPERB show! and rather hilarious as well. way better than ironman2. cant wait for the 3rd movie to be out=) and sophie thought beehoon was tanghoon. how noob srsly. qing also HAHA.

dont u feel that qing looks like a chinese restaurant waitress?? HAHA

cause all of us look cui here. that's why smaller pic. HAHA

JB with og the next day!- eh surprisingly, i enjoyed myself0.0 haha cause im not really very close with them but we had fun tgt=) foodmassage, a&w, seafood dinner and furry vengeance!effing funny show. but alan said i was the eh only one laughing in the theatre? srsly. damn funny la. hahahah laosaied all the way after that=( must be the seafood or the food massage. too stimulating. for my bowels. zz. og photo not up yet! haha

tada! haha. my mum went, i foresee. next time both of u will be fat. wtf?-.- alan. that applies to u also. HAHA

11may! first day at work! at jobsdb! =)) learnt alot of stuff. i jotted it down. lest i forget=/
and date with alan tmr!hahaha and oh! bintan trip cfmed with mich and mou! haha rather excited for it! out of a sudden=) i hope the place is nice! haha

ahh i wanted to upload more photos. but the uploading process is fcked up. zz another day then!=)

dream/nightmare

2010-04-20T00:40:00.003+08:00

a week ago or two, i had a dream/nightmare. in it. i was with a huge group of strangers at a party and suddenly there was this person found dead. soo we soon found ourselves under attack by this group of human/monster breed. feels quite scared typing this now actually cause i might dream about it later when i sleep=/ okay so anw. all of us panicked and we went into this huge mansion situated in the middle of a forest. so then more of us got killed and the leader of the pack came and told us,' you are all gng to die..' and then he stopped, and he looked at this person who was standing beside me, guess who. SIMWANQING. ' but her' and we were like wtf why and how come?! and then the leader said,' she's a ____' i cant recall what was it. let's just call her mangot. was something along that line la. apparently, she's a special kind of human who can fight the monster( let's call them fuglypigs) okay so after informing us that we were all gng to be killed. they left and we began to take turns doing sentry duties. anyway, all those who were on duties got killed. okay so meanwhile, we were asking wanqing to inform her frds( who were mangots as well) to come save us! BUT SHE SAID NO. and you know why,' cause we're all gng to die anyway' OMG i wanted to strangle her to death in my dream but i couldnt because of selfish reasons. cause she could kill them and eh i will be safe being with her. so cant kill her yet. then i woke up abruptly. i think my story can be directed into a movie titled wanqing the selfish pig. LOL okay la. sorry qing. we still friends kay tho you refused to save us in my dreams. hahah. yea maybe eh when im not that scared anymore. i will dream of this again. and it will have an ending=D

okay another dream/nightmare i had a week ago. i was in Britain(like wtf right) with 2 of my frds( i dunno who) and we were in this old school apartment u see in war shows(think of the pianist) and we were apparently running away from the British soldiers. ok so right, the door bell rang, and i went to peek through the hole. and saw this granny and i began to unlatch after considering for awhile. so the moment i unlatched the door, soldiers streamed from behind, i latched it back. and was like wtf. they were knocking vigorously on the door demanding us to open the door cause we were obviously inside. i was fucking guilty and apologised like mad to my 'frds' we wanted to hide but realised there was nowhere to hide. so then we began to climb out of the window and it was effing high. and there were miniature soldiers before' young kids' HAHA retarded. so i was a coward and was scared of the kids. but my frds persuaded me to just go for it. so we tied ropes to the windows and eh just slide down? those army style. haha. and they just stared at us. and we ran atw. onto the streets. and i woke up.

i dunno why my dreams are so eh exciting? haha yea maybe i'll be a movie director in future. look out for me=D

anw this has got to be the longest post i've posted since eh j2? haha yea. and i just want to say. i dislike ashley cole very much cause he cheated on cheryl cole who is so effing hot on SEVERAL women. shame on him srs. and i hope cheryl cole gets a huge portion of his inheritance. HAHA

beautiful mother nature

2010-04-17T00:21:00.003+08:00

as i travelled from bukit batok to school on 189, i couldnt help but to admire the beautiful after rain nature. the trees, flowers and bushes. they looked so beautiful and enchanting. as our lives become busier and increasingly fast paced, we never cease to stop and appreciate nature. i feel that, it's actually very sad=( sighs. as i admired the scenery with melodious music from 987fm, i felt like one of the singers who will sit on the train, stare out to some scenery and sing some song. you know.those mtv scenes? yea. haha.

finals is coming! YES. i cant wait to be liberated. then it's 4 months of holidaying, tv and waking up at 2pm. YES WEEEEE!=D

anw carol's cheesecake is really not bad. hahaha. not bad only. not bad. LOL

sea essay

2010-03-30T00:19:00.003+08:00

my eyes are so tired0.0 and they feel so dry. perhaps cause i've been staring at 10 tabs at once trying to fish out info for my sea report0.0 it's less tedious than the previous one but still it's tiring0.0 im down with 1200 words to go. shall leave that for tmr.

had a birthday celebration weekend. sarah's 21st birthday on sat and then zengwei's celebration on sunday. her celebration was held at giraffe, this very nice but stuffy ttm place0.0 the ambience was really great! and the food's awesome0.0 hahaha and there was a live band! haha superb=D
we( jim sherwin sam weixiang nigel carol zw and i) went to liang court's saizeriya for celebrations. recommended by alan. haha. the place's not bad and the food's very affordable and tasted not bad as well=D went to riverside and cut the cake. could sense zw's happiness=D cause that was the very first time we were celebrating his birthday=/ none of us ever rmbered his birthday or bothered to celebrate for him0.0 very bad i know0.0 ah wells.
and i like to end my post very abruptly. bye people=D

1 min post

2010-03-25T00:59:00.004+08:00

hello this shall be a 1 min post before i zoom off to bed. wees. was supposed to go clubbing with sacha carol and jarrel today but decided not to cause i was feeling tired and had to do quite alot of stuff. anw. it was eh a right decision? cause i accomplished alot today. managed to go on my field trip (sea), finished 2 chaps of psych and found soci articles for MRR! omgomg. yea. so quite satisfied with myself. hahaha. ok. it's 1.01am. overshoot by a min. BYES time to sleeeeep

i am very serious

2010-03-21T01:06:00.004+08:00

you know i may look very cheerful most of the time, joking around and playing a fool. but when im angry and very serious, i mean business. srsly, if you ever step on my nerves again, i swear, no matter who you are, i will just blast straight into your face. and srsly. when im angry, not just pissed off. i will just say anything, even if it hurts you very deeply. i wont give a fuck by then.

studied with alan today was productive. tho he kept disturbing/annoying me. hahah! felt like i could absorb the stuff relatively fast? =D so yea. awesome study day today. haha
dinner with sacha, carol and mou ytd at jp. we went billy bombers. has been so long since i met sacha! haha. we caught up quite a bit and went to starbucks and stayed there till around 10? bused home with carol.

school has been eh relatively alright for now? rather manageable i guess. with finals in a month's time. i hope i'll better manage my time and revision and not squeeze my revisions nearing the exams period. i cant wait for getaway!=D

in need of a hiatus

2010-03-16T00:06:00.005+08:00

i was just noting down the readings i need to catch up on and i realise i have tons to catch up on@.@ this is effing depressing. actually the bulk of it comes from sea. which i only read one reading many weeks ago0.0 and i have to reread psych cause there'll be an upcoming test 2 weeks from now. anw i got back my psych which was eh badly done? cause i just passed. i felt a little sad cause like i worked hard for nothing?0.0 and because of another reason which greatly pissed me off srsly.. i thought i could maybe overcome stats since there wasnt much calculations involved, but eh i turned out to be wrong0.0 ah fml ttm. this is a sign from God that i should major sociology. right.. hahahahah

okay anw. today i woke up at 6.30 and prepared breakfast for alan=D ahhaha wondrous right. the last time i woke up so early was last year? cause i was working in a primary school. made pancakes,omelette and eh microwaved chicken. hahaha. i bought the pancake mix on sat and was trying it out so enthusiastically and my mum told me that, i can actually use a smaller pan to fry so that the shape will be standardised and super nice. so i tried with the smaller pan this morning and fml, chaota and the mixture stuck to the pan-.- so i had to use back the NONSTICK pan which was larger. and i wanted to cook scrambled eggs but eh realised i used up all the milk while test frying it on sunday. HAHA. had fun preparing it. hahahah. okays and i left the leftovers for my sis. how nice right=D
anw just to share with you guys. please take note of 1:43. haha i love that part. awesomeeeee. hahaha

and this is just to irritate alan. if you're reading this HAHAHA. i think it's an awesome song lor. press play kays=D HAHA

wedding planners

2010-03-13T23:25:00.003+08:00

you know. i used to want to be a wedding planner. when i was younger. then after that i abandoned the idea cause i went into FASS. hahaha. but after reading xiaxue's post on her wedding. omg. i feel like i wanna be a wedding planner when i graduate. but then again. the market here is so small. and more and more people arent willing to get married nowadays. so maybe i'll just be an events planner. hahahaha.

so yea. happy belated brithday to my daddy, to me, to michelle, to michelle's dad! haha. and happy birthday in advance to jarrel!=D

oh anw. this is very random but i dreamt of a wondrous dream last night. i dreamt that i was enjoying this most delicious buffet at some school event. the food was so varied and especially the pasta. omg. i feel like eating pasta now. sai0.0 but i was interrupted by the main cook who told me that they were gng to clear all the food!! i was so mortified. and woke up feeling so sian. hahahhaha

last day of being 19

2010-03-07T00:26:00.004+08:00

happy birthday daddy! looks like u're having fun since u're still not yet home?! goodness. last day of being 19. sighs. you know they say your age will seem to accelerate once u hit 2. sighs. but i shall try to embrace big 2 with grace. HAHA.

celebrated my birthday tdy w/ weixiang's. his birthday was on3rd. we( jim carol wx, zw, nigel, sam, quanjun) went to mind cafe at 7 plus tho we were supposed to meet at 5.40. cause sam the smartass went to cine cathay when we were meeting at the cathay?!? smarts. so we waited for him. ah sai. anw. minds cafe turned out to be surprisingly fun. was wondering what can we do with just 2 hours there but in the end, we had lots of fun weeeee! food was alright! think i'll go back agn=D bused over to nigel's hse and the guys began watching korean girls groups vids. omg. carol and i were bored ttm. so we left at 11 plus. cabbed homeeee. oh yea they gave me this mud mask and body scrub from jericho. tried the mask. and it's rather good. hahah. skin feels smoother and looks better. HAHA. hopefully with frequent usage, my pimples will be goneee weeee! haha. yes.

alrights. parents still not back yet. woolalala.

friends?

2010-02-27T00:31:00.002+08:00

i dunno why i started thinking about such things today. you ever wonder your so called friends around u. why at times, they may rub salt into your wounds, why they might laugh at your underachievements, why they might like to compare results with u when they knew beforehand you didnt do very well. isit because they're insensitive or maybe cause they just want to hit you hard when you're at your lowest point. or perhaps try to make you feel inferior. and have you ever wondered. why they may lie about not studying when they're actually mugging their asses off at home? like what's the point right.

ahh okay. anw, i've been really happy these few weeks because i know, there's someone out there who cares alot for me and treats me really well=) hahahah.

and. southeast asia SUCKS ttm ttm ttm. fuck the essay srsly

fucking pissed

2010-02-13T17:24:00.001+08:00

i srsly fucking cant stand it. you trying to make yourself sound so religious? and i just dont want to embarrass you know. if not i would have asked you questions you wont be able to answer. fuck. and cause today's cny eve. i told myself not to argue with you. fuck. you said as long as im still living in your house, i have to listen to you? if i can. i will move out now. definitely. once i start working, i wont wait till i get married. i will just move out. so i dont have to listen to all your bullshit. fuck it.

anw. happy chinese new year and valentine's day to all.

feeling empty

2010-01-20T23:07:00.002+08:00

school has started for about 2 weeks alrdy. i feel more motivated to study as compared to last sem. so far so good i guess. hope it will keep up=/
i think i expect too much. and when my expectations are not realised, i feel very disappointed. think it'll be good, if i dont expect anything at all. sighs

and omg carol i miss you=(( thank goodness we're meeting tmr for dinner!=DDD WEES!

school starts!!

2010-01-11T00:01:00.003+08:00

omg school starts tmr. wtf atw. hate first few weeks of school. all the balloting for tutorials, purchasing of tbs/coursetexts, countless trips to the comlab to print notes. totally sucks.

had steamboat for dinner just now! it's like a cny reunion dinner rehearsal. haha. my sis and i do not like the soup at all cause it's so tasteless as compared to those sold outside(probably w/ tons of msg but who cares right) the bbq chicken was delicious tho cause it's so tasteful as compared to the soup-.-. sis and i love. HAHA. both of us just abstained from veges. yay. hope my mum will get the hint and not buy any vege for reunion dinner.

bday/potluck party at sherwin's hse ytd! made jelly. very edible and delicious. haha as compared to his french fries. which was completely ruined and we had to throw everything away. wasted. seaweed chicken was snapped up in less than 5mins once the guys arrived-.- many people were there. zw, leo, kj, bob( havent seen the 3of them for like 3years?0.o) cherie and frd,alyssa/alicia, nigel, carol, qj, jess, sam, weixiang. think that's all. played card games/charades. was not very fun cause sam had limited ideas for us to act out-.- was so easy. left at 10 plus. weeee

oh yes i went church tdy. YES=) alleluia! and went stationery shopping w/ carol. omg spent 28+ on pens and highlighters?! mainly pens0.o goodness. bused home and slept0.0 tired ttm since i woke up at 8plus?!

okays! shall try to slp earlier tonight. school starts at 10am tmr omg. means i have to wake up at 8am?! this is horrendous. i foresee sleeping in lects tmr. rights. all the best everybody! for school tmr. and to CAROL HUANG!! BFF=D tremendous luck for ur interview tmr! omg i hope u get the job. cause that will mean staff discounts for the clothes there. HAHAHAH=DD

twenty ten

2010-01-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

hellos! it's 2010! 2009 has zoomed past just like that. hopefully 2010 will be an exciting and fulfilling year for me. i've decided to learn piano. i srsly hope i will be able to. haha. might procrastinate for too long and lo and behold! 2011 will be here before you know it. haha!
ohh 2009 ended with a bang! wee! because firstly, my wallet was lost and founded after 3 days! OMGOMG haha. and secondly, cause i spent it w/ my closest frds=))
went for steamboat at sunset way w/ jim carol zw nigel sherwin cherie sam. proceeded to jim's hse and started playing cards and drank. we went out to countdown and all of us were srsly excited ttm. haha. the guys just kept talking abt ord. played sparklers and ran down the road screaming happy new year! haha. decided to head towards the playground before anyone comes out and scream at us for being rowdy. decided to play blind mice at the mini playground! reminiscent ttm. super fun omg! HAHA. we were climbing up and down like some pro gymnasts and i nv felt so fit. HAHA. we perspired like crazy and went back to jim's hse to nua atw. watched la pi xiao xing. sherwin cherie and sam left first. the 5of us stayed over. and it was hilarious ttm. how we(zw, jim and i) tried sooooo hard to wake carol and nigel up for macs breakfast. nigel was like the dead. no response or anything. and carol wasnt tempted by hotcakes surprisingly! haha for the very first time. basket. so we all decided to wake up at 8 for breakfast. in the end. woke up at 10. ohh yes. zw was the aircon man. haha we kept demanding him to adjust the temp every now and then. woo! woke up and chatted for super long. has been so long since jim carol and i talked=) srsly best friends forever and ever know=)) zw left earlier. and we all left at 3plus.

last year i said i wasnt gng to make any resolutions cause i think i wont adhere to it anw. haha but this year i will try my very best. learn piano, improve cap, lose fats haha, keep in touch w/ frds. haha yea can alrdy. and im glad to have made new frds in uni as well as got closer to people whom i nv thought i will. like sophie and seowli. haha. okay happy 2010 everybody! and heopfully all of u will have an enriching 2010 ahead! wees!

post christmas

2009-12-27T13:36:00.003+08:00

it's so exciting now that it's post christmas. with all the SALES and of course countdown to 2010! omg. haha carol and i came up w/ wondrous plan to celebrate new year w/o getting yelled at by parents. AWESOMES. seriously cant wait. HAHA.
oh yes. massive sales all around. but my savings on the decline. from 800+ to 80+ like wtf? i dont even see anything visible on my messy ttm table. must have all gone into my stomach and pooped out. omgomg. i cant wait for sch to start seriously. because this will mean that bidding has been done and i will have ALLOWANCE. hiphip hurray! wei she me wo mei you qian. haha.
christmas was spend at godma hse and suntec. there was so much food on the table and my aunt actually said,' audrey u can eat alot right,' i was like. wtf?-.- in front of my cousins whom i last saw at my grandpa's funeral-.- stoned there for super long0.0 sian ttm. then it was mass phototaking session.
oh yes. can i just say i get very annoyed when my uncle keeps asking me which course im in? like he just asked 2 weeks ago?0.o
went to catch sherlock holmes at suntec w/ alan. eh movie's not bad but i think they spoke too fast. so i didnt understand how they solved the mysteriesss. ah well. dined at justacia. and bused home.
boxing day was spent at carol's hse movie marathoning. bought chips and drink and rented vcds. vcds really suck. cause they have no subtitles and the quality is really #@$# next time. we'll rent dvds alrdy. haha. then we bejewelled till 8 plus? we were damn insistent on breaking records. HAHA. we rushed to westmall to buy bread from breadtalk. then i ate pancakes and bused homee!
ah yes. gonna meet carol earlier later. to go shopping. omg. i foresee my savings will dip from 80+ to 8+? =( this is bad. i need to last till 11jan. cmon cmon i can do it! haha. and i need tuition la. seriously. to sustain my spending. haha.
and today's nigel's birthday! haha

feliz navidad

2009-12-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

this song has been sung every year at Church of Risen Christ, where i'll attend eucharistic celebration on christmas day. it'll be sang towards the end of the mass. and i love it. haha. very festive and makes me feel that christmas is really here=D

i've watched avatar! and it's really good=D especially the special effects. really awesome0.0 you should definitely go catch it.
my parents are at war, once again. omg. my sis and i will suffer0.0 so today i spent the whole day w/ my mum. walking around orchard. hope the war ends soon. christmas is coming..

awesome speed

2009-12-17T18:33:00.002+08:00

went plaza sing w/alan on monday and we watched zombieland. eh gory show. but rather funny. haha. went central as well and bused home. went to cut my hair on tuesday with mou! goodness. a bob hairstyle. haha it was on an impulse under the encouragement of mou. she was saying,' if u dont try new styles now, are you gng to try it when u're 80?' makes complete sense. so i just went for it. better to regret now than later=D anw looks okay now. my stupid dad says i look like a chinagirl-.-
yesterday i accompanied my sis to her interview for her ITP. then met up with mum and went to shop around cityplaza. didnt get anything cause the clothes there werent very cheap and some of the clothes looked seriously undesirable. goodness. maybe cause we didnt look thoroughly enough0.0
anw i tried this just now. haha go try if u have one min! see how fast u can type=D

91 words

Speedtest

class gathering pissed off

2009-12-13T00:24:00.002+08:00

i wasnt able to make it to class gathering because firstly. i had to go visit my grandma at the hospital. and secondly. cause i had to celebrate my parents' anniversary. both of which are more important than attending a class gathering right? it's not like i dont wish to attend or i dont appreciate the host's efforts. and you never even asked me why i wasnt able to make it and u just send me a sms saying im evil cause i didnt go? i dunno whether that was meant as a joke. but why are u always so emo about everything? why must you act nonchalant about everything when in fact, you care? i cannot stand it when you act all so heck care, and after that come and sms me this kind of fuck? you think i dont want to attend? i cant okay. and for important reasons and not just cause i want to rest in my slumber?!?! i hate to use the word 'whatever' cause i think it's quite rude. but now,' whatever man matthew' fuck off

young girl dont cry

2009-12-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

shopping w/ alan and carol on tues! went shopping for her shoes for her prom the following day-.- was in such a rush and we finally decided that the killer heels from charles and keith was the best choice. HAHA. my legs were cmi after walking up and down orchard road.goodness.
wednesday was mambo w/ seowli and og. seowli was really cmi. one glass of vodka apple. she wanted to slp alrdy. haha so left early w/ her! seowli. u should abstain from drinking for the rest of your life. HAHA!
thursday was baking eggtarts w/ mummy. molded the biscuits repeatedly. was falling asleep alrdy. haha. okay la. but the end product not too bad=D
went out w/ mou to clem big bookshop. went to buy christmas cards!! haha and we spent the whole day writing cards at macs=)) randomly went to soonjin's hse to play pool and cards. and i completely forgot abt 10pm show=( but managed to catch it online!=))
went hosp today to visit my grandma and then later to eunos for seafood. to celebrate my parents' 22nd anniversary!!=D couldnt make it to sam's gathering.
my sissy. too stressed over her fibreglass/whatever project. apparently she didnt start well so now there's like many uneven patches? feels quite sian cause i cant do anything to help her. i know no shit abt design/materials. my dad's helping her=) but it's gng to be super difficult to make it smooth i think. think shall buy some sweets for her. to encourage her!=))cmon u can do it sissy!!!=D

end of exams

2009-12-07T00:56:00.005+08:00

end of finals felt like end of As. i cannot imagine gng through A levels several more times. for the next few years. went over to carol's hse and we huanzhu gege like atw-.- she was supposed to revise for her mcq the next day. haha.
oh on sophie's bday. a day before end of finals. cuilin and i went over to her hse to surprise her w/ a cake=)) she was very surprised. and i shall go post the pictures after blogging. haha!
went o watch new moon on thurs. the show's okay only i think=/ and yes i agree w/ carol. jacob's pain was felt more instead of bella's. and the book's definitely better. haha
on friday. i did the most stupid thing. and i felt fucked up about myself after that. i dunno what i was thinking. maybe cause of some things that happened on that day and i felt insecure about many issues. i'm sorry if i've hurt you. and. i dunno what to say alrdy. i'm just really sorry. i feel like a fuck. seriously. tmd fuck.
sat met up w/ carol, jim, jess, nigel and zw to celebrate jess' birthday. went to eat at sakae teppanyaki and it was fab ttm. carol and my eyes were like lighting up at every single dish. hah. we trained to jess hse after walking arnd trying to find an ideal spot to cut her cake. left at 11. cabbed home w/ carol.
today mou and i were jokes. we woke up at 9 and she called me.
mou,' eh i very tired'
me,' yea me too'
mou,' meet later?'
me,' on'
so she smsed aik and told him we'll be late. and we woke up at 12 plus. and reached sentosa at 2. we were supposed to meet at 1030 sentosa=/haha mou wanted to walk fro beach station to tanjong beach. basket. super far-.- it was a 1, 2/9 gathering. and a quarter of us showed up. applaud the effort aik has put into planning tho. people who went were eewen, hannbin, yincheong, winston, jim, zw, mou, ziyi, yizhi(he still owes me eclipse. haha), zhekai, weijie and meee. left at 4. went to watch couples retreat w/ jim zw and nigel. rather hilarious but ok only show. not worth the 10bucks. zz. dinner w/ zw and nigel and just acia.
grandma visiting tmr=/ sigh

last paper

2009-11-30T18:31:00.002+08:00

last paper on wed. dont know why the excitedness of being liberated is diminishing. i always feel this way. for As, Os or any other exams. but the good thing is, i no longer have to set alarms, wake up early, read for whole day and indulge in ultra unhealthy diet. ugh. macs/bk/maggie made up 90% of my meals when i study outside.

last paper on wed, the motivation to study is lil close to zil. dont you always feel this way.
i've already thought of a list of to dos to be done during the holiday. not a very long one since the break is like a month only. zz
newmoon!
sherlock holmes
christmas present shopping=/
reading/ mass library visits
jogging thrice a week. haha
cable ski! YES

i just want to say. i love long bus rides. esp w/ someone special. haha. from experience.

A levels no more

2009-11-13T23:19:00.008+08:00

carol is undergoing the horrendous As now. i can totally feel for her. cause it was like the worst period of my life. no motivation, fear of doing badly, fear of not being able to get into a local U, fear of needing to retake As. anw this was how i felt last year.
http://tripleasw.blogspot.com/2008/09/lvels.html

really was the most fucked up period of my life. so carol. i can totally understand what u're gng through now. just heck care and do your best cause when you know u've tried your best, u wont feel any regrets even if the papers are effing tough or when you dont do well=/ (choy) haha so party after exams! START COUNTING DOWN NOW! WEE.

im also having finals soon. sucks.
anw my stupid sissy. just opened her effing wet umbrella at me. so all the raindroplets dripped on me.she's gng down man. sai

random thoughts

2009-11-06T20:16:00.004+08:00

today was the start of sophie day. both of us woke up late but luckily the lib wasnt so packed. was quite productive haha we completed 1.5 chaps of psych! weee! and im having fever=( sucks ttm. body aching and throat's rather painful. might have to pangseh mj movie tmr. ughh.
halloween was spent at zirca with cuilin,kangwee,sophie, jim, zw and i saw winston. didnt see sherwin and the rest. the place was really a squeeze ttm0.0 and we were perspiring like madness. haha but it was quite enjoyable! yay.carol we shud wear costumes next year kay=D

anw. i feel like u shouldnt be so nice to me. cause im eh not worthy. and cause life is very unpredictable. u should be nicer to other people.

and it's time to slp a little earlier tonight! OH my sissy is back from japan! and she bought me this cui bag=( but then she bought lots of snacks. haha so compensated=D weeee!

this has been an extremely short post.

bet

2009-10-28T00:36:00.004+08:00

i had a bet with sophie. that if for 24hr, i dont say shit, any expletives, i will win 3days of eemian and milos. so today, i went out with sophie and jeslyn. after lunching at this jap restaurant, i asked jeslyn,' eh do you smell shit' EFFING HELL. i tahan-ed for like 2hrs beforehand cause they kept inducing me to say expletives and here i am, asking her whether she smelled SHIT. i tell u, i was ultra pissed with myself for being so stupid leh seriously. UGH. so i lost the bet lor. and it wasnt cause they pissed me off-.- sucks ttm.
caught imagine that and it was an okay show only=// story plot was very minimal and it wasnt that funny afterall.

tmr im betting with alan. i confirm win. will try not to speak or ask too many questions-.-
and shopping today was unproductive. but at least i bought a pair of shoes. haha finally! omg.
oh and when sophie and i were at orchard central, these 2 shops were sort of quarreling? cause they were screaming across and we thought they were like jokingly quarrel. haha turned out to be real i think. crazy-.- think they too free cause no one shops there. haha. and we went for half priced waffle!=))

bloggable days

2009-10-23T23:10:00.016+08:00

on tues i was having lunch with sophie at the 4men table when suddenly, these 2 prc students i presumed plopped down. we were rather stunned and peeved. but we ignored them. after finishing our eemian, we were getting up to get drinks when these 2 other prc working adults plopped down! effing hell. can u imagine our pissed off mood. u cant even ASK isit. or perhaps apologise for sitting down. seriously damn fuck. their skin super thick. i bet all of them are the same and im not generalizing. cause yesterday, i was lunching with wanqing, and there plopped down 2 vietnamese i presume, and 2 prc students. -.- cant they ask. OMG rude ttm seriously. and i also saw this prc student, sitting down having lunch with her frd. with her legs WIDE open. very wide i tell u im not kidding. and one of which was shaking. omg. seriously unglam ttm. i asked wanqing to see. and she was like,' omg' HAHA atrocious i tell u. i wanted to video/ snapshot and stomp.com it.and perhaps name it " unglam positions during lunchhour turns students off" LOL but then i was too late and it would be quite bad la. wei she me? u sit until like that.. sighs. what a day. and orange week was pathetic ttm. went with seowli=/

anw my projects are all finally submitted=)) CHEERS!<3 went for facial today with mou! we're like trying to clear our sessions there=/ after the session, mou had to return school for class while i sat at the steps and waited for jim. i waited for an hour and 10min. omg. my butt was aching-.- he smsed me at 1.30 to tell me he was reaching already. in the end, he came at 2-.- ttm. we walked for 5mins before deciding to go bugis. haha sacrifice my 50dollars facial for him.omg cause u will perspire at bugis and then the essence will be lost=( he bought quite alot of stuff and at this particular shop where he bought a pair of loafers, we checked the shoes and he walked out. i followed suit. and then,' xiao jie xiao jie!' that's when we realised we havent paid them yet. omg embarrassing ttm. first time in my life-.- sai. trained back to city hall-.- to check out his bags. and i finally bought him his bag! at carrefour. haha his deuter bag=D woo! oh and i saw huimin=) she cropped her hair. haha. haven seen her for super long..
and i was telling jim abt my diet plan, that is to survive on floss bread from breadtalk everyday. haha cause i wasnt hungry the whole day and didnt eat lunch=D
HAHA carol called me and we've decided where to celebrate jim's birthday. haha hope he will like it cause it's eh a new experience. haha!
anw i wanna watch my sister's keeper! anyone?=D and imagine that. looks funny. haha. sophie! im waiting for u!!
anw anw. sophie just showed me this video. quite cool.seriously entertainment for the working adults. TGIF!=))

worth blogging about

2009-10-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

on sat i was supposed to meet sophie at ljs at 10am. i woke up at 10.28am. sigh. apparently my alarm didnt ring leh. went to her to get started on our gem poster. i went and watch miotv with her brother. haha. on sunday, i woke up late again=( and so din attend church. omg.

eh so sophie introduced me to these 2 awesome websites. http://www.givesmehope.com and http://www.fmylife.com go check it out and the fml website is super funny. HAHA ever since that day, we kept fml-ing about random things. and we've decided to create a website about our loser-rish and fml moments. HAHA think the blog will contain more of sophie's loser moments. like for example, she went to tag 3 identical msgs on my blog and she begged me to remove but i dont want to. HAHA. loser leh. how can u tag 3 times. tsk tsk.=D

uni life is enriched with sophie, seowli and yiting. sophie to do stupid things with me and learn new things everyday. and last week, i pretended to be lesbiany towards yiting, after a whole day of pretending, while i was at the toilet, yiting actually asked seowli,' eh audrey not lesbian right' HAHA seowli was like,' of course not la' SO this week we've decided to prank her. HAHA by pretending to be lesbiany all over again=D her expressions are priceless. haha. i dunno why we're so childish also. omg

ah today i accompanied sophie to queensway lib just to return 1 book. the journey there was arduous as the weather was omg hot. we were perspiring like mad and i was telling her how awesome i am to accompany her when i could have just stayed at central lib and enjoyed the aircon. and then she said,' but i accompanied u to kallang' haha sai. yea i will always rmb la sophie. haha. after returning the book, we went to fulfill her craving for ice kachang0.0 i ate mango with longan which was pathetic. cause the mango was just a gooey lump of yellow thing. sigh.

andd 2 more projs to go! 2 more tutorial presentations to go before i happy sha lalalala=D WOO!

quanjun 20th bday @ timbre

2009-10-14T01:01:00.006+08:00

went timbre to celebrate quanjun's 20th bday on sat. people who went were carol, jim, nigel, zw, sher, cherie. this is the bday boy!! doing his first dare which was to carry the free bodyshop bag around. haha

next dare was to climb up the stairs carrying the guys. kns. haha
first up was jim, followed by nigel then zengwei. the other 2 are in videos. haha super funny
so at the end of the long flight of stairs. he bagan panting and perspiring like mad. apt stature there.
w/ nigel
jim and zw
sherwin and jim
w/ jim and nigel
childish acts haha
drug addict look a like
BFFS<333
dare number 3. nigel was very reluctant to have his modesty outraged. HAHA

YES

dare number4. flirting w/ waitress in an attempt to get her contacts. HAHA

in an attempt to blow out candles from there
after several tries, he succeeded!! WOO! haha

called up onto stage for singsong! cum dancing to nobody by wondergirls. HAHA
CHEERS!

joke=D
right soci test tmr! and im currently very pissed with my irresponsible tutor who up till now, hasnt sent us our assignment results. peeved. anw. cant wait for tmr to end=))

a phase we went through

2009-10-09T01:13:00.003+08:00

have u ever screamed or scolded your parents till they cry? i believe most of us have done it. at least once. probably during our growing up years, when we were undergoing puberty and gng through a rebellious period. i have. remember vividly i was in sec2. my mum will just go on and on and due to my raging hormones then, i got pissed off very easily. and so one day, i couldnt stand it and so,' fuck la, keep quiet' and she went into the room. cried softly and called my dad=( i felt really bad and of course frightened=/ in the end i apologised to her. but i think this kind of thing, she will remember for life=/

and i think the worst thing i have done to my dad was to ignore him for 2 weeks? and scolding him some vulgar words i think. he was disappointed i guess and i didnt apologise to him. saying sorry is very hard for me. cause im super stubborn. but i guess one day, hopefully soon, i will be able to pluck up my courage and apologise to him. and to my mum for whatever atrocities i have done. i dunno why i was so atrocious during my sec sch years. but now im better already confirm=) i guess that rebellious stage is a phase in life we will go through but i should have dealt with it better. but then again, if i hadnt went through all these nonsense, perhaps i wont treasure them as much now.

sophie = loser

2009-10-06T00:29:00.003+08:00

haha since sophie tagged loser on my cbox. i shall now give some examples to show that she's the real loser. HAHA on sunday, she came to my hse for el revision. before leaving her house, she went to bathe and had to tie the washing machine tubing( that allows water to flow out) up so that she can close the door. so halfway through her bath, she heard PLONK sound and water flowing. HAHA so ahem, she came out and omg the kitchen was flooded. HAHA can u imagine her expression. HAHA loser leh. nv tie the tubing properly. then ar, when she came my hse, we had cup noodles for lunch. then upon finishing and getting up to throw the cup, she toppled the cup and the soup spilled onto my tablecloth. horrifying. both of us stunned for 2 seconds before panicking. HAHA sai. luckily it wasnt me who spilled, if not my mum would have screamed at me=/ haha so loserish right. kays end of examples. i believe there will be more to come. HAHA

and i met up with mich,meiyi,yijun, des, brandon, ziyi st for dinner and movie! we watched fame. great soundtrack but the show's okay only. the guys were complaining about how boring the show was=/ haha but compensated by the songs =D yay

wah and i think webcaming is super fun. haha and u can talk to the person u're video calling with. YAYS.

cant wait for mtt to end=( and cant wait to go out this sat! YAYS again. haha omg mundane leh my life. sigh and i realise nowadays, my spelling ability is gng haywired. atrocious know. i cant wait to break out of this atrocity.wish me luck=D

comple med sucks

2009-10-01T22:08:00.004+08:00

psych test on monday was okay. haha cause it was MCQ=)) comple med today was surprisingly tough=((
anw today on my way home, i boarded bus 185 at clem interchange. lots of people chionged up cause we were all waiting for it for super long. so right, i eh naturally chionged also in attempt to find a seat=/ so i tapped my card and there was this guy with freaking huge bag and he was blocking the front completely. he asked the uncle,' uncle does this go parc oasis?' uncle:'yes' him' how long will it take ar' uncle'errr ehh errr, shud be quite fast cause go by expressway' during his err ehh err, lots of people walked past me and went to sit at empty seats. i was still stranded there. i wanted to say,' eh if u in hurry please go take cab' sai in the end, there was no more seats. omg and i had to stand with my effing heavy bag(laptop inside) and so naturally i gave that ' i want to kill u' face to anyone who was looking at me. sai ttm. stupid big bag guy.-.-

kay la. enough complaining. discussion with seowli over psych assignment today was very productive=D we were enlightened. haha.
awhile ago, i wanted to scold my dad cause he was threatening to cut my hair. i wanted to say,' awat macham babe'= you are pig.. then.. i said,' saya macham babe' we stunned for awhile before my parents lol. seriously, my mother laughed like dont know what and until now she keeps reminding abt it. wtf. think they will rmb it for life already. i feel ashamed of myself. sighs.

oh yes, ytd after my soci lect at 6, seowli was so agitated over something and she screamed my name," AUDREY!' and 3 guys turned around and looked at me. omg. embarrassing ttm. i wanted to kill her on the spot. sigh. this is getting so boring. omg. shud engage myself in exciting events so i can blog abt things that's exciting. sigh.
OH YES! celebrated my ndp grp mates birthday on thurs and went for hari raya celebration with jim on saturday. went to his frd's hse. stayed arnd for a while then we cabbed to causeway point for movie, inglorious basterds starring brad pit as the basterd. violent and gore show. girls please dont watch. but the plot's quite good. cause in the end, all the Nazis died. HAHA=D oh and the movie's 2.5 hr long, so worth the money. haha. okok only exciting day till now. yay

feeling stress

2009-09-14T23:18:00.004+08:00

i dunno why but my tagboard is not functioning.

went to comex on thurs with yiting and seowli. finally bought a printer(brother) and ink cartridges since it was on sale. so the package looked odd so seowli and i checked the items purchased with the receipt. it looked fine so we went for dinner. then last night, my mom woke up and told me she felt unease cause the receipt doesnt tally with the type of ink cartridges. i was like huh? what are u talking abt. so it turned out that the freaking counter person gave us the wrong cartridges. omg. i felt like dying. so i just sat there in silence and let my mom continued her nagging. i finally contacted the boss after 3 rounds of calling and he said,' we know we gave u the wrong one, we've been waiting for u to call back.' so i was like," so im the only unlucky one?" and he replied," yea" i felt like killing him. so i have to trouble myself and go down to one of their branches to change. nearest would be coronation plaza. thank goodness i dont have to go all the way down to suntec. phew. but still pissed with myself and with them-.-

i feel like im lagging in all aspects of my studies. i feel stressed out. all the readings unread, upcoming tests and the inability to understand theories or terms and the fact that i dont know how to go about revision. omg. it's still not alot i know, but i dunno why im feeling this way. maybe cause i can sense everyone working so hard, people i dont know. and this really sucks cause i dont want to go back to secondary 3 when i felt so stressed out that i would break down and cry=/ it sounds loser-ish i feel. so everyday i keep telling myself,'it's still not that bad, it's still not that bad' UGH. and i have an assignment due this friday and i haven even started.

there is one thing i can still rejoice about despite the workload, my tutee's PSLE is coming! OMG im so grateful. one more month and i dont have to give tuition to her. at least my workload will lighten and i will have more time to revise? not sure if i will take up another student, will see how everything goes. and u know i just misspelled grateful? i spelled it as greatful and stared at it for a few seconds before i realise that the word doesnt exist. omg. what is happening to my spelling!=/

at certain days i will wonder, if i have made a mistake entering arts instead of science. but then i will think back, no way im gng to equations,math and long words u will nv think of.

oh yes, one thing i dont like abt uni is that we have to print notes by ourselves! omg. with all the extra readings, all these printing and photocopying is pissing me off. eff
okay enough of rantings, it's 11.30 now and im gng to try to read my el. for like the 3rd time?=(

growing up

2009-09-08T16:09:00.002+08:00

i dont recall feeling so sad over sumei's death years ago while watching growing up. but just now, while watching growing up once again, i cried like mad over su mei's death. it has been really long since i cried like that. really sad and heart wrenching. sigh. can really relate to our own lives. like i will keep reminding myself to cherish my parents while they're still alive.

carol's celebration last sat. wanted to dine at indulgz bistro, you know the restaurant xiaxue's advertising about. we walked the streets for 3 times before i went to ask the current restaurant owner and realised that indulgz closed down a month ago already-.- how suck. in the end we went iluma, manhattan fish market. surprised carol with a birthday cake secretly bought by jim, zengwei and quanjun. HAHA. yay! finished dinner at 10plus and wanted to catch a movie but there wasnt any available timings left. so in the end we left bugis at 11.

teachers' day

2009-09-02T22:45:00.002+08:00

yesterday was teachers' day. i couldnt help but to think if i was still in school.. i would get presents from the children! HAHA.
anw! celebrated meiyi's birthday last tues! haha went to sushi tei(YES!) and had katsu don(YESYES!) was rather late cause of the superr slow 154-.- michelle took us over to Villa Bali for drinks after dinner=) ambience there is really fantastic! very serene. very apt for catching up with frds or dining with your other half=DD

finally met up with carol jim and sherwin last fri. went to westmall as always. and as always. they were all late. before that went to 'study' with sophie at ion. haha we spent 2.5hr shopping and 1.5 hr reading el notes. i reached at abt 7.25 and we were supposed to meet at 7. in the end we ate at 8.30 at pastamania. how late-.-

and was supposed to meet yijun for lunch yesterday. but because of the heavy rain. she was unable to come over to deck=( haha so postponed to next tues! YIJUN! i will go over to design next week. haha. and michelle! you should get a blog leh. so i will know what is happening in your life=/ think both of us will be super busy from now onwards. with the massive pile of readings. OMG=( OKAY OKAY!! get a blog! HAHA sophie u too!=)

first day

2009-08-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

hello everybody. today marked the start of tutorials. and omg. first sociology tutorial, i couldnt find the class=( apparently i noted down the wrong class room building and number=/ then when i finally went to the correct one, nobody was in the classroom! OMG i was already 15mins late. out of desperation, i called sophie and went to find her. she, tgt with her senior, walked around with me to find my classroom. and i finally did. which was at the soul-less classroom but they moved cause the aircon broke down! OMG> why didnt the tutor write any notice on the board? WTH.how stupid right. like how would i know they moved-.- so in the end, 35 min late. wah really grat thanks to sophie and her frd,zhihao, for accompanying me=) haha. and first tutorial was uh boring but luckily was able to catch up. haha cause i read the tb! omg. yesyes must really read tb and coursebook. haha. okok enough rantings for today. let me share a joke with you guys.

in psychology lecture today, the lecturer was talking abt love and what men want in women. so he was discussing body shapes. haha and talked abt bill clinton and monica lewinsky. and wanqing turned to me. she asked,' who is bill clinton ar?' i was STUNNED. and she answered herself,' isit that microsoft guy,' i STUNNED even longer and burst out laughing! OMG. that's bill gates la. microsoft. HAHA. joke leh she.
im glad to be psychology cause lecturer was talking abt bio stuff! YAY! haha i was happily following his lecture while the rest looked confused. WOO! only for this lecture. haha

anw, tmr im gng to celebrate meiyi's birthday with mich! HAHA yay! finally can see them!

O WEEK PLUS SCHOOL

2009-08-21T23:12:00.006+08:00

ah some pictures. all random. HAHA. anw O week was quite fun. haha the games were nonsense. basically a week of bonding and frds making. school started already and tutorials starting next week. lots of readings to be read and omg, i feel super sian. am taking psychology, social work, sociology, english and complementary medicine and health. so far. complementary med and psychology are the ones i can understand for now. the other 3 modules super confusing especially english. we learn prescriptive and descriptive grammar. like terms i nv heard of it before. cham already. worse thing is, im along for sociology and social work tutorials=(( SAD TO THE MAX. time to make frds all over again. uhh.

have yet to watch GI Joe! and i wanna watch Coco chanel too! anw. uni life is enriched with sophie!!! HAHA. unexpected but yes, i feel like my life in uni wont be that boring with u around. with our tuesdays heading down to orchard enjoying 50% off waffles w/ icecream or watching movies or enjoying green tea icecream(soon to come) HAHA. yes! i love. and of course we learn new things every single day. we will hug each other and jump cause we dont know a thing. haha so i must thank wanqing(surprising but yes, she knows everything!) yiting and seowli! haha only 2nd week of uni and i wanna thank so many people. imagine at the end of this sem.0.0

meet up soon kay, mich, sherwin, carol, jim, jessyca, meiyi, huimin! =)) AND my fridays are free! HINT HINT. haha

TAIWAN PLUS ORIENTATION

2009-08-08T23:54:00.003+08:00

HAHA been so long mans. i wanted to blog about taiwan trip like weeks ago=// wah luckily i kept the itinerary=D
FIRST DAY, reached kaoshiong at about 10plus? and because of some sports thing they were hosting(the one china refused to turn up) we had to travel all the way to kenting to stay. 2hours bus ride and we finally reached there at 1plus=( were all so shagged but we were told to meet at 11am the next day so YIPPEE=)

SECOND DAY: went to E-Luanbi first. it's famous for its lighthouse. said to be the brightest lighthouse in Asia(quote from itinerary) jump shots with my cousins. haha and we had to walk super far out to the sea, the route wasnt comfortable mans. very rocky. then we went to kenting street for lunch. wah lao, throughout the whole trip, i thought the food served at restaurants were UGH, the street food were so much nicer. omg. i think i lost and put on weight in between meals. HAHA. eh next up, MAOPITOU, a place where you can see a rock sculpture shaped like a cat. like wth, it's not even obvious i tell u. -.- wah i tell you, the instant noodles at taiwan are super FANTASTIC. LOL. i should have bought a carton of it home. seriously the best. think the best meal there was maggie already. haha

THIRD DAY: instant noodles for breakfast; fo kuang shan monastery where you get to see monks and buddha statues. hundreds of them, im not kidding mans. they're all lined up along the walk way. and each and every one of it has a different expression on their faces. quite cool actually. Anping Old Street next where we had a Tainan Specialty Lunch. eh everybody except me thought the lunch was the best meal ever. i only ate 2 dishes-.- thought it was quite disgusting leh. cause they had all the rubber food and yam and mushrooms=/ my dislikes. sampled lots of food along the street. went over to Salt Mountain next and i tried the salt ice cream! not really fantastic but must try. haha. went over to GUANTZELING for a night stay. supposedly famous for their black springs, more like greyish and reddish springs. it was spooky and soul-less. the water looked rather dirty and in the end, we soaked our legs in our rooms. all rooms come with mini springs and the couple rooms have TRANSPARENT bathrooms. WOOHOO! mich edwin should go there ar. HEH HEH. no curtains nothing. haha so open ar, the taiwanese.

FOURTH DAY: Fenchi Hu Old Town where we had lunchboxes for lunch. awesome! HAHA i love. best meal next to maggie. the meat was YUMYUM haha and it tasted like singapore food. maybe that's why i love. HAHA. bought some cute alisan dolls keychains. oh this old town is famous for their yam/tapioca balls. and beef noodles. we checked into a hotel at Alisan and went for a recreation walks where we appreciated trees and flowers=/ the temperature was at a cool 20degrees and i felt dry and clean even after walking through the man made forest. there were these sisters' ponds and it was named that way cause apparently 2 sisters fell in love with the same guy, they ended up committing suicide cause they wanted to give in to one another. in the end the guy married some other girl. HAIS> sad right the sisters.

FIFTH DAY: woke up at freaking 3am just to watch sunrise. and i took my first train ride. HAHA abit sua ku i know=/ and i could really see the sun rising! HAHA after standing for like 2 hours staring at nth. as the breakfast was totally suck(porridge with unknown food, some preserved vegs i assumed), i went to maggie again. very unhealthy i know. went for a cruise tour after breakfast and we came to a deserted island. like wah lao. i thought we could see something interesting, in the end, it was like a 30min sun tanning experience for me and taking photos with random trees and signages-.- went on to another island where we climbed and climbed up a hill and entered a monastery. ate famous ah po cha ye dan(tea leaf egg) super nice kays! take the cruise for the eggs. okay la. you guys should experience it. then we went off to a tea plantation and bought green tea powder, supposedly good for constipation and complexion. and because of me, my tour group got a 1 for 1 special offer from the boss. HAHA. cause i had the stunned face when he said," one packet for NT2000=Sing 100" woohoo! after buying the awesome green tea powder, we headed towards taiyi leisure farm where we had this flora dinner(not too bad) and flora walk. DIY session after dinner(making of a keychain) and karaoke session which was pathetic cause everyone left after singing one song. HAHA. i stayed to support the tour guide. how nice right.

SIXTH DAY: went to chiang kai shek memorial hall and martyr's shrine where we witnessed the changing of shift of the guards, they have this elaborate ceremony and performance. the martyr's shrine is built to honour people who had served the country and sacrificed themselves for others in one way or another. then we took the Tai Chung high speed train to TAIPEI. like finally. haha. lunch was at this unique restaurant advertised on tv before. food was fab and decorations was even more awesome!! went to XIMENDING where we had ah zhong mee sua(really nice) and shopped around. the shoes are very cheap indeed! haha but no time to look around for better deals. so i only bought 1 pair. then we head onto local product store, WEIGE(viagra, haha) to purchase some pineapple tarts and moon biscuits. really tasty=D off to SHILIN night market. HAHA THE FOOD IS AWESOME MANS. must go on empty stomach. HAHA and the mango dessert was truly amazingly nice. HAHA. very worth your money.

SEVENTH DAY: okok coming to an end. we headed to WUFENPU for some shopping. not enough time so didnt buy alot. the place is freaking huge mans. the clothes are all very similar and u can get lost inside=/ more food to be bought again. we went to TAIPEI 101 mall. very atas and none of my business. the cheapest thing we got there was NT10 for small fries from KFC> haha freaking cheap. 40cents leh. another night market where the XXL chicken was crispier and nicer than the one bought at SHILIN. clothes also super cheap here!

LAST DAY: omg im tired of typing already. last day was supermarket day where i got my MAGGIES haha. that's all. oh one more thing i love about taiwan is that they have many variations of yakults. green tea, peach, with coco cubes. super delicious! haha and cheap too=D shopping was okay. better to go Free and easy. haha. anyway think next year i wanna head to HONGKONG and then transfer to taipei for a day or 2=D HAHA start saving now! oh and pictures i haven dl from camera yet=// HAHA

the week

2009-07-12T00:56:00.004+08:00

i have been spending damn alot for the past week. i need to work soon mans! have stopped work for only a mere week plus and i have been spending like crazy. looks like i have to confine myself at home to prevent myself from spending even more. sigh.

yesterday, mou and i went to new york skin solution at marina sq. cause i went to stupidly sms after the advertisement flashed on channel 5. the first 100 will get 300dollars free treatment. and they said i could bring a friend ma. anw we went there and before the free treatment, they analysed our skin and commented that our skins were very bad! omg. i was so freaking shocked cause i din realise my face was so atrocious=(( anw the scanning showed the atrocities la. i was really shocked and abit sad. so they recommended us a treatment package. a $500 package. then we were like so ex cant afford and they offered us a $300 one, and we were like eh quite good ar, so we paid and tried. for me, the first treatment was like a normal facial. sai. and throughout the facial, my consultant kept asking me to sign another package for my eyes=// $600 plus. omg. luckily i nv sign cause i just read on a forum, there are many bad comments about NYSS> OMG. damn sad. i feel damn scammed. why so stupid right. the 2 of us. hopefully our skin wont turn out bad=//

NE show 1 today. posted to blangah rise pri. bet you guys dont know where the hell is the school. it's located ulu-ly arnd telok blangah. was quite slack for the day, cause can report late. haha. anw this year's show is rather good. especially the reminisce part from 1960s to current 2009. towards the end of the show, there was a light drizzle, then it became a heavy downpour. omg. i had previously given my poncho to this p5 boy cause he didnt have it in his funpack(there was light drizzle in the day too) so in the end, i was drenched TTM. placed my phone in my alp(army liaison personnel)'s bag, reached the school, and i realised my phone died. OMG> spoilt. damn fuck. i felt super sian TTM. sigh today not good day. during the show, i had to be cleaner and helped the alp throw rubbish bags which were not light kay. super heavy i had to drag. sigh. however, i must say i had fun in the rain. haha first time getting drenched ttm. think it will be an experience i will nv forget=)) but cmon let's pray there wont be anymore rain in future NE shows=// haha. it was just too sudden

this entry is rather depressing. omg. NYSS and phone spoil= sucks TTM

last day of work

2009-07-01T15:43:00.002+08:00

yesterday was my last day at work. for the past 1 month, i have been feeling really excited about the day and cant wait for it to arrive. but yesterday, i felt a tinge of sadness and thought i will miss the kids alot as well as most of my colleagues.

there are a few kids whom i will definitely miss. the atrocious things they have done or the nicest things they have performed. there is this one kid. he is notably the smartest across the level. he looks cold blooded and does not like cartoons cause he thinks they're too childish. he watches news every night and hardly smiles. so i try to make him smile and whenever i see him smile, i feel very accomplished=) yesterday, i had one lollipop left on my table. i took it down to the canteen. as i scanned around for potential pupil to hand over my only 1 lollipop, i saw him. i went up to him and gave him the lollipop. i sat down and waited for my colleague to come down for our break. so he spoke to me.

he: miss ang, why are u giving me a lollipop?
me: oh because you have been a very good and smart student. and today is my last day here
he: where are you going?
me: to study, uni
he: which one?
me: national university of singapore
he: NUS?
me: yea.
he: will you be coming back?
me: eh i dont think so. haha
then he hestitated and his eyes darted. so i asked him yes? and he said

miss ang i will miss you very much.

OMG! my heart melted. to think these words came out from his mouth. i replied the same and told him keep up his good work.

hais i think i will miss a couple of other students who have made my life in school so much fun and enriching. a couple of colleagues also wished us all the best. haha i think i will most probably go back 4years later and see who are some of the top scorers=D till then, i hope i will get a chance to see them somewhere and they will still come up to me and say,' hello miss ang!'=D

Michael Jacksonv RIP=(

2009-06-27T15:46:00.002+08:00

i was feeling so sad yesterday when i found out michael jackson passed away. i think his songs and dance moves will always be remembered by all. hais. we have lost a legend=( have listened to him since young mans. sad.

this tuesday will be my last day at work. YES. go out celebrate?=D

and im thinking of whether to go taiwan cause im afraid once i reach there, i will be quarantined. cause compared to taiwan, singapore has far more h1n1 cases than them. sian. and the dates available are very limited.

anw i watched ghosts of girlfriends past and pelham 123, both movies were okay only. hais. think the only exciting one will be transformer!! have to catch it! WEE!

sch ends

2009-06-08T16:56:00.003+08:00

2 weeks ago, it was the last day of sch for the students. thus my colleague and i got something for them. food. haha. we told them that it was most probably the last time we would see them. and there were mixed reactions. some went,' YES!' basket-.- while some went," WHY?!=(" 'cause i have to go study, like you!' i replied. haha and they were like. i thought u finish studying already! shant elaborate too much to them, given their ability to understand. lol. they will most probably ask many many questions following my explanation. gave them krispy treats, some fangs and chummy sweets and london choco roll! haha. and they were singing the jingle0.o
29 may marked the start of GSS! havent gotten anything yet=( on that day, tgt with my colleagues, we went to JP to watch Monsters VS Aliens! SUPER HILARIOUS i tell you. lol. i always thought watching 'cartoons' in a theatre was a complete waste of money, but this movie proved me wrong! lol it will activate your laugh cells, confirm. cause i was laughing hysterically at those stupid creatures. haha.
1st June. marked the start of holidays for the kids, and the beginning of SAI GANG for us=((( i had to cab down to NUS to hand in a form because it was due then. haha.
3rd June. marked the start of LSP camp for the lower ability kids. and that day i finally met up with mich and meiyi! we ate at pepper lunch. mich and i bought a 10 bucks bag from talisman. haha.
4th June, accompanied the kids to some dinosaur show. it was more of a show and tell. rather over-rated and overpriced i guess=/ but the kids had so much fun playing with the HAY ground so i guess their 25 bucks was worth it. HAHA
5th June marked the end of the LSP camp. while my 2 other colleagues felt super lethargic and restless, i felt super proud and had this sense of achievement. because i managed to teach this kid to read one sentence for recording. he was really sad cause he couldnt read a thing and the teacher was quite pissed. so i tried to teach him. and after the recording, he came to me and said,' i know how to read! i know how to read!!' omg i felt so excited for him!=D so he made my efforts worth it. this moment is when all your sian-ness and tiredness will just poof away! haha
6th June. i attended a wedding lunch! my colleague was getting married. haha. it was held at peony jade and the food i must say was very good! except for the shark fins soup. very plain. the rest was=D

TODAY! half day at work cause of electricity cut. ate at lot 1 with zihui and went home. my mom and i are working on this cross stitch thingy. haha. has been quite fun. dont know how will i feel after a week's time=/

very lengthy post with no pics=(! and mich and i are contemplating on gng hk or taiwan during july. my mom has been silent about this whenever i ask her for permission, well silence means consent right..=/ and was thinking maybe huimin can come with us but she will have sch then! ahhh! sian. and im gng to learn KOREAN outside!! and French in uni=) wish me luck! haha five years down the road, maybe i will be able to speak 5 languages! WEEE=D

and OMG! i am freaking in love with the korean drama, boys over flowers. lol first time gng so fanatic over korean drama=/ the main lead is freaking handsome despite his maggie mee hair. go check him out! lee min ho!!

zirca!

2009-05-23T13:41:00.002+08:00

ahh it has been a month! and school's starting in 2 months time? yes im gng to NUS FASS=) confirmed!

went to zirca with mou on thurs. mich meiyi and huimin didnt come down=( we should go tgt someday! haha during june when huimin has her holidays! we didnt stay very late cause there was this guy, eeee. nvm.

and i watched angels and demons yesterday! with mou and jarrel and we saw joehan jessica and sarah. coincidentally watching the same movie in the same theatre. the book was def better=/ the thing i enjoyed most about the movie were the scenes of churches. the solving of 'mystery' parts were hasty. and there were some parts not included. but i guess it's a great movie still esp for those who didnt read the book. so after the movie, mou left to send her friend off at the airport, jarrel and i went to look for joehan jessy sarah and we sat at subways and chatted! haha 2 years since i last met them. so subway closed and we went to mac and gossiped about our secondary lives. lol really fun and i made friends with sarah! haha. we left at 12 plus, nearing 1 and cabbed home tgt, leaving jarrel to take a bus on his own. haha.

so im leaving sch at the end of june. think the staff are trying to bombard us with lots of work to do and the deadlines have been very tight. wtf seriously. so yesterday, i just left w/o completing the work=/ very bad i know but hello, it was over our working hours. sucks.

WOLVERINE!

2009-05-01T22:22:00.004+08:00

WEE! went to catch wolverine with carol and 2 botaks, jim and sherwin. it's an awesome movie but i think the duration was too short. still worth the money tho!=DD after which we went to chit chat. the botaks were talking about army stuff-.- they're too excited alrdy i guess. haha.
oh and if you guys are gng to watch wolverine, be sure to stay after the credits. there are 2 scenes left. they will roll after a short credit and another one at the end of it.=DD

yesterday met up with mou and jarrel and esplanade. went to makansutra lane and got some food. expensive but very delicious. i squeezed too much lime juice into the hokkien mee until it turned sour=/ haha jarrel and mou were like,' nvm, kai wei' means eh open up your appetite? so we went arnd taking random shots of places and people and went up to the roof garden. jarrel sucked at taking jump shots la. mou and i had to jump freaking so many times till our soles hurt. tsk tsk. walked over to fullerton and we managed to catch the last train home!!

oh i got accepted into SMU alrdy=)) but im gng to wait for a while first, just in case some other schools accept me too right=/

shopping!!!!

2009-04-22T22:18:00.005+08:00

i think facebook is like an essential thing to have. seems like everybody is in it! haha. and i mentioned i wanted to go shopping. i think tampines is a great place to venture. 3malls near the mrt station reminds me of the Utama in KL.O.O WOW right. haha. the last time i went there was perhaps 3 years ago on christmas? my mum dragged us over the not so fantastic ikea-.- so im really excited for tampines!!! HAHA and of course far east[ looks at huimin!!] and my parents just bought a wardrobe for my sis and i. so i cant help but to buy new things to hang inside. it's so overwhelming-ly tempting=D

sch has been okay as always. except for some sucky moments. i have yet to be accepted by any uni and i dont feel a sense of urgency. if i cant get into any, i think i will just try agn next year.hmm. oh i want to add, i dont like it when the uni schools send emails telling me how great their faculty/courses are when im not even accepted yet! cant they just send these letters to those accepted alrdy=( so i wont be so happy when i see an email from them. i rather it be an acceptance email rather than some hi-my-school-is-very-fab nonsense.

and to huimin! please talk abt your sch!! im really excited to know abt it! haha=D

oh plus, im gng to give tuition to a tutee reject from yijun tmr. haha. hope all goes well!

bad day

2009-04-14T23:21:00.004+08:00

i want to talk about work. i have never ever complained abt it but today im gng to spill my grouses. firstly, i dont understand why am i relieving so much when i'm paid a pittance. tho i enjoy some classes but asking me to teach chinese or relief for a malay class sounds ridiculous. and i get mocked by students. even worse. no respect. i get students coming up to me," ms ang, why i see u all the time, from english to math and now to chinese!!" if i can reply," u think i want to see ur face," i would.
secondly, i get lots of work. i dont mind actually, keeps me busy. but can you dont come kb me when there is misunderstanding? i know it's my fault, really, i admit. but can you dont go make a scene and shout at people who are 'innocent'? i feel really bad. so sorry to him. and to you, i have nv ever see a teacher swear, until i met u. what are you portraying. what happens if a student walks by and sees u pointing a middle finger or scolding the Fuck word. please, tho i can be rather vulgar at times, i would NEVER EVER say such words in a sch. who knows, anyone could hear u.
thirdly, i just dont like it when they assign me relief work, and the absentee will send over some lesson plan stating," u can find the books in class," and i go to class 5 mins earlier and i cant find the fucking stack of books. can u imagine how exasperated i will be. not to mention anxious like wtf am i gng to teach the student??!! so i will teach them the barney song, buffer time for me, and someone will ask," so what did u do?" i will say," taught them the barney song," and give the 'cannot meh' face. yea like what's wrong. at least they learnt something rather than hang arnd getting into fights.
we know we're just aides, but please do treat us with a little bit more respect and give instructions CLEARLY next time. actually honestly speaking, this only applies to minority of them, most of them are very very nice and friendly. and and i dont know why some act as if they're so big and dao us when they see us. why? u think u so big but my cert can thrash u know.kns.

okay on a lighter note, im gng to zoo AGN tmr. yes. 3rd time within 2 weeks. hmm. and someone posted our P4 class photo on FB. and i realise i forgot most of them alrdy=/ which is really bad cause they said," hey i rmb u!" =( haha but i think it's kinda fun catching up after 9 years!!! woooo!!

Beacon ZOO TRIP!

2009-04-09T17:51:00.003+08:00

today is good friday. a day of abstinence and fast. amen. went to church in the morning and there were so many people i had to stand outside=(
Wed and thurs were ZOO days. The primary ones were given a chance to go on this learning journey. they had to take photos for their digital presentations which i foresee will have many problems encountered and i will have to go into pratically all the classes to aid the teachers. hmm.
On Wed, i went with class 1/6. with Titus, a chubby boy who loves kissing and hugging people. he asked me," miss ang, can i kiss your stomach?"(after several months, he learnt to ask) " NO," i would say. and he will give that disappointed look. HAHA. and then he was so tired towards the end of the walk, he asked,"miss ang, can u carry me," i exclaimed," carry u? how can. u so heavy! now walk faster cmon!" and he swayed here and there like a drunken child. took photos of the animals because we(the teachers) know that the photos the kids take will turn out @$#$%^ and they will have to use ours. haha
on thurs, i went with class 1/3 with yanseng, a fat boy who is eh slightly difficult to handle. he was later punished at the zoo beside the ah meng statue. the route taken was the same coincidentally, so imagine my sianess. but 2nd day wasnt that bad i guess because i was very prepared for it.
below are photos of my sch students. haha. very cute P1s=)
1/3say hello to judah. u know he came up to me and sang,' jesus loves me'=D and he says he wants to go heaven. lol.

lining. pretty girl rite=D

eacheon. the one who looks like junior jim. jim right?

syafiq. haha. he told me he dont want to be a gangster but he goes around playing fight with the boys in his class. hmm.

sleeping!

yangying, jairell. very smart students.

argus

his name is jiing heng. HAHA very lucky. look at his missing front tooth!

munch munch.

pong junyi. he was the one who cried for first few days.haha. and he is the only one who calls me teacher. the rest, ms ang.

someone and titus!

im naming all the kids so when i leave. i will rmb them=(

and maybe i will post the P2s. im much closer to them. i only got the chance to go for the zoo trips was because my other colleague went for holiday. haha.

MOVIES

2009-04-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSY! haha sis birthday tdy and she's 18 alrdy! YAY for her! ahah. went to fish n co for dinner and we wanted to go swensen's. but all of us were too full and freezing to think about ice cream=/ tdy in sch, i had to relief a chinese class. it wasnt horrible but it was weird cause i haven touched chinese for 2 years alrdy=( the students were worse la. haha. nowadays kids seem to be so ang moh eh.

wed was dinner and movie with alison, zihui and sam(work colleagues) they wanted to catch it's coming soon but YES YES, there wernt anymore available seats. HAHA in the end we setttled for confessions of a shopaholic which i have watched twice online alrdy. waste of money i know but there was this 3 min part that wasnt available online=)) so i paid 6 bucks for 3min. HAHA. dinner at kobayashi. it has been long since i've eaten the omelette noodle. ever since the outlelt at jurong closed=(

last fri was dinner movie with colleagues too. watched 12 rounds and it was quite exciting. plot is a rather normal tho. dinner at waraku!=)

and i scolded this student, who is so effing rude. and so i said," WHAT WHAT WHAT, do u know u're the rudest student in class here. so rude!" in chinese cause it was chinese class. and he said," why do u speak broken chinese." with his fucked expression. and whenever i look at his work, LOOK okay havent even commented, he will say,' WHAT' loudly. wtf. everytime say WHAT. so i screamed at him back. fugly ass. UGH> idiot face. AHHHHHH and whenever i sit into his class, he will say,' why u come agn, why?' FUCK u think i like to go into your class and see your fugly ugly face ah, fucker. and now i always dao him whenever i see him. serve him right. he has reached my limit alrdy. ASS

KL trip

2009-03-23T20:27:00.004+08:00

departed for KL on 14th march.flew over at night with mich and meiyi!! made a angmoh frd on the bus. turned out we were heading for the same hostel. the hostel consisted of like 99% eurasians and 1% asians. woohoo!=D the room wasnt bad and common bathroon was clean! aha. free breakfast was bread and more bread. well what can you expect. 10 bucks per night leh. and oh ya, when we alighted from the bus, it was alrdy near 12 midnight and we were greeted by a gang of eh delinquents? worse than that i suppose. eew.

the room. small but sufficient

first day we woke up too early and times square was like a ghost town. rotted for a few hours before some shops were opened0.o shopped for a while before heading to nippon tei for lunch. very cheap and good jap food. haha. and we went to try the fish spa. omg. effing scary. only meiyi was able to overcome her fears and went for it. mich and i hum-ed. EEE. and the shopkeepers must have been pissed with us, cause their intake fell from 60++ RM to only 10RM. HAHA like we care.

went over to sentral which was super disappointing and a waste of time. not to mention horrifying-ly scary. cause there were hell lot of people and mich was so worried that the monorail might collapse-.- spent like 20mins there and we headed to sungei wang which was really good! things not as cheap as compared to times sq but the quality and range is better and wider. WOO! but we didnt have enough time to cover the whole building. AWW. 2 days is just not enough.

the following day, we went pavillon, this high end place, but the things can be really cheap during sales season. tangs was having sales that day and the shoes were really cheap!! too bad, most of them were very high heels. very impractical for school/shopping trips. lot10 was NTH and we went back times sq to get shoes. and we did manicure! meiyi went for fish spa AGN. eew. haha.

overall, i felt that the trip was insufficient to curb shopping fantasies. 2days is really pathetic. we shud stay for a week? so we can explore mother nature and ride on elephants too. and get to eat good seafood=( all we had were food from restaurants. aiya. oh BUT we feel very proud of ourselves cause we planned the whole trip all by ourselves=)) CHEERS. okay so what if it's 2 days. we had to look for hostels, directions, plan itinery bla bla. all in all, a great experience, and i hope we(FRDS!!) can venture out to hongkong/taiwan!!=D haha. maybe jessyca can be our tour guide. YES. and huimin= it's actually not as dangerous as we thought it would be, cause most of time we were indoors=D)

me meiyi and mich!=)

2009-03-18T19:36:00.005+08:00

I have decided to seperate entries. friday the 13th was staff retreat! took VP lim's car there=/was only looking forward to the boat ride at the zoo. haha. in the end, the trip turned out surprisingly alright cause of the humorous people in my group=)) boat ride was eh okay only. hah not very enriching. dinner at sakura. buffet style. omg effing full and the durian puree was SUPERB. haha. it's part of the peranakan cuisine. but no pt gng for the buffet just to try that=x cause the rest was okay only. took photos with quite alot of the staff!! haha. then dr tay fetched zihui rashid and i home.
throughout the trip and car ride, talked alot to dr tay, about uni choices and courses. it was quite beneficial and i got to know more about him. not bad for first staff retreat!=)

OM and jason tan. very helpful and humorous uncles

alison and samuel liew. no not brothers. temp staff

chris and zihui

with mr yeo

zihui/ rashid/ mr yeo

all temp staffs!!

alison and samuel liew!

MY BIRTHDAY! WEE=)

2009-03-08T23:11:00.005+08:00

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!! HAHA.
okay i had the most memorable time when I was 18 and when i'm 19. haha. When i was still 18, zengwei carol jim nigel quanjun and i went fish n co for dinner. and because i was the bday girl, i was made to stand on the chair and had the waiters sang song for me. embarrassing really. but it wasnt that bad cause there were lots of birthdays gng on ytd=) and there was this guy who proposed to his gf la. so sweet but unromantic man. imagine telling people,' he proposed to her at fish n co'-.- after dinner, we went to nigel's hse for drinks and game. super fun and carol got drunk first=/ and because i was the bday girl, i was arrowed for drink mostly, quanjun too haha cause he was such an ass for arrowing me. so in the end, carol slept on the bed. quanjun and i were sloshed. jim zengwei tho very red were still widely awake, nigel inclusive. and luckily for us, nigel controlled our drinking because they wanted baileys on top of the whole bottle of vodka. omg. and so at arnd 11.45 i puked=/ embarrassing i know. and before that nigel was warning all of us not to puke in his room. luckily jim prepared plastic bags. haha. half the bag was filled with eeewwey stuff. so that marked my 18, and at midnight, they sang bday song, shortly after we left, puked agn outside the lift. omg. plastic bag was in hand so not too bad. cabbed home and jim sent me up and my mum made tea for me. haha i din bathe=/ and went to slp. eew i know. but couldnt take it mans. i swear i wont drink that much in future. it's disgusting. oh ya, quanjun puked THRICE. haha. just had to mention it. twice at nigel's place, once in the cab(luckily for plastic bag!!)
today went to smu for open hse. with huimin des and brandon. then we went career/edu fair. were feeling quite demoralised after the open hse. hmm. left at 5 and went for dinner with family=D at some seafood place. and my dad was saying,' so shall we have some vodka too,' i nearly puked agn=/ EEW wont drink for a while i guess. ah

3of us were very red/ cant be seen clearly here tho

wanna thank all of them for the gift/ carol for organising and the delicious riviera cake!! ahah you're such a great bff! but u got drunk so soon-.- and i had to 'take care' of u. haha

oh i wanna thank jim the most/ for giving me plastic bagsss/ throwing my puke away/ paying for cab/ sending me home=D thanks for being such a great friend bones!!

to quanjun for making so fun for me la. haha. and nigel for entertainment and zengwei for giving me water and biscuits after first puke=/ LALA!!THANKS ALL FOR BDAY WISHES TOO=D

A levels wasnt fantastic but i want to thank God for my GP( got a B=D) and i'll keep praying for my next step.. ya. and to many of u out there, please dont be too sad over results. it's over and we cant do anything abt it unless u're retaking..

ocbc/ midnight movie

2009-02-23T18:50:00.007+08:00

mok mou and i

they wore SUITS with berms and cycled for the race. HAHA

i think when kids have pe, it's terrible if they see you because they will mass flock towards you and demand to be your partner. omg. i was rather terrified, not only it is embarrassing, but it is also very awkward and i have to push everyone away. embarrassing because the teacher was half way conducting the lesson and they shouted,' MS ANG!!!' omg. not gng to go near them in future.

and i've gotten a donation card, something like the kidney foundation card we used to have rmb? haha so please be kind when i call/ sms u=D

watched benjamin buttons on fri with jim nigel sherwin carol and weixiang. draggy but not too bad because omg brad pitt is freaking gorgeous la! LOL must watch movie if u wanna see him in his most good looking moments. HAIS. after the movie chatted with jim while waiting for the bus. bus-ed home tgt.

on sat, went to meet mou and mok at jp at 11. supposed to but they came late at 11.20-.- omw, there was this auntie SPITTING on the bus leh. OMG how DISGUSTING la. eff. thinkshe knew i was watching her and she tried to make it not so bad but rubbing her slippers against her spit. EEWW. on top of that, she still spat excess phlegm and saliva onto the floor leh. wah lao. sucky person seriously. aunties nowadays are atrocious la.

anw, watched slumdog millionaire which was WOW. of the 3 movies i've watched so far(valkyrie, buttons and this) this has got to be the best among them. not only was it touching and exciting throughout the movie, but it also inspired me to go learn bollywood dancing. HAHA. so typical of indian movies cause they danced and sang at the end. LOL the actress was very pretty, the male lead not so. haha. u guys have got to watch this movie man! and it just won 8 oscars=D buttons only won 3( hais)
after the movie at abt 1.50am, we roamed about the deserted jp till abt 2.30 before we board the shuttle bus to marina. we went there to VOLUNTEER for this OCBC cycling event. madness, started preparing at 4am, then ended at abt 2 pm. omg, was so effing tired. the 3 of us dozed off alternately. HAHA. but we got 20 dollars out of this. so okay la0.0 but really, i will nv volunteer for anything that requires u to report at 4am again.
volunteering and 20 dollars= irony. hah
went back home and slept for 2 hrs then went to buy my new phone=)) G900!!! HAHA so excited. but seriously am a technology idiot. have to trouble meiyi to explain to me stuff.

vday/ auntie sleeping on bus omg!

2009-02-15T17:25:00.003+08:00

caught valkyrie with mou on fri. coincidentally, my sis was also watching the same movie, at the same time, in the same row. WOO! okay so the show was really nice but cause it's a true story, the end was really sad. felt like killing hitler then. haha. everywhere having sale. but no time to shop. sucks.

OH this is amusing. HAHA read on!

took the bus home with my sis. so we went up deck. there was this auntie who told my sis,' dont sit here, dont sit here,' here refers to the back row. so we sat at the horizontal 3 seater and assumed her friends were gng to join her. so after 5 mins, the bus rode off, and she took off her shoes. and started to lie down on the back roww. OMG. 3friends opposite us were trying to hide their giggles. us too. okay so after a while we stopped laughing to ourselves and didnt care about her. then after 10 mins, because this guy was coughing and i guess that auntie din want him to pass the germs to her, she opened her UMBRELLA to cover herself. OMG. and all 5 of us started to laugh abit louder. after 10 mins, we could hear snores. LOL effing hilarious really. i think it's abit embarrassing for her to lie there but still acceptable, but opening the umbrella was the ultimate. and apparently she thinks it's okay leh. OMG. what a sight.

see the guy beside her. he was coughing, so she opened her green umbrella. LOL

hais, dont know what to say about her leh. think she quite poor thing. and im only posting this because we cant see her face/ so still not too bad. hais

vday was boring. because unlike my past school years, this year there werent any small gifts exchanges/ flowers received from friends from other schools. thus not much excitement. boo. my sis and i went to marina in an attempt to buy my pants. but turned up not very nice. so we had dinner at just noodles with all the lovely couples around. and families with their children. what an obstruction. AHAHA.

met up with carol just now. talked and ate lunch=D

bike crew/total defence

2009-02-12T19:05:00.003+08:00

on sat mou and i went for the ocbc event briefing held at the marina mandarin hotel. it was super long and boring and we found out that we have to report at 4am on actual day. omg i was thinking, where to find time to sleep? fortunately, they have buses from various mrt stations and the buses leave at 2.30am. omg la. no sleep no sleep.
okay and after the briefing mou and i walked around marina and suntec. saw Dawn there! haha she's working as a promoter for this beauty salon and the pay is really pathetic. think she should just go be part time model. so tall and pretty. haha. went to aunt hse then and i finally won money! YIPPEE!! haha. recouped my loses=DD left feeling very shack.

on sun, i treated my family to din tai fung for dinner. it wasnt very ex and we wanted to head to swensen's but the queue was kdjahl;dh long. so will be gng this week! haha.

on tues! the school celebrated total defence day. in the morning there was this very long talk and it was good because by the time i took my class back, they only had 15 min of lesson=DD haha. recess was a torture for like 99% of them. they had food rationing and were handed out coupons. sweet potato and tapioca were UGH to them. they sulked and refused to eat. so being a very nice teacher, i said,' come, i take one bite, you all take one bite, ok?' then they OKAY!=D but then the thing is, i nv tried tapioca in my whole life la. so i was looking at it like 'foreign-ly' and finally took one small bite. being children, they took one big bite=D HAHA it wasnt that disgusting as i have thought. haha first time. sacrificed for the kids. omg. how nice right. LOL. assembly was even better, no class, posb came with okto to perform(kim wakerman!) and i think i was the only teacher laughing tgt with the kids=/ oh well. still young at heart. HAHA.

ytd! mich meiyi mou and i( eh triple Ms) went to boon lay shopping centre and looked arnd the agencies. we decided on grassland cause it was cheaper and more comfy also. and the customer service was the best compared to the rest. HUH to five stars. basket. but then i think we need to postpone the trip=(((((( HAIS

AND!! i realised something too. but i cant say=/

hm: eh! sorry ar. couldnt make it for the dinner=/ another time kay!

the week!facial!

2009-02-06T23:16:00.003+08:00

HOHO! so the week started with printing jobs assigned by the vp. i was quite happy cause cmon, how hard can printing some files be right. wrong man! effing hell. the files had many files inside, and yet another many files inside. seems to me like an endless pit. sjskahdg. and i finally finished printing ytd.

tuesday, i went for my first malay conversational course with mou. i've got to say, it was pretty fun. imagine learning a whole new language=D haha. hopefully i will commit and not skip any classes=/
had dental appt on wed. gums not looking very well as always. and do you guys know there is actually an adult way of brushing your teeth0.0 haha omg. i din know. so embarrassed myself when i told him i was using the P1 method.0.0 had dinner with carol after that at westmall. ah we talked for quite a while=D ahaha i like

ytd! i went for my first facial! tho i dont see any remarkable improvement, but it was pretty relaxing and abit painful at times=/ when she was eh squeezing those very small pimples? ya and they took photos of my brows. haha! for advertising=DD LOL
and oh yes, I had a mini photoshoot with few students in the day. it was rather retarded because i had to pretend to be some director and had to direct the kids to swim. omg. think i sucked. and the person still came out and said, "great job, audrey." wonder if there was any sarcasm in it. but he seemed really nice=/ AH

YES TGIF TGIF TGIF. haha. HUIMIN! im very interested in that heels shop! what is it called? actually there is another shop,anna nucci, which has nice heels. but then their heels are rather high. like at least 3 inches=/ and im sorry for not turning up at ben's=x haha. another time kay! and your job hunting how! LOL a month has passed by alrdy!!! waste no more time alrdy!

and effing hell, i've spentlike 25 bucks on cab fares=( one time to my malay class, another time(14+++) to the health promo board for dental which was absolutely unneccessary cause there werent anyone there!!!!!!!!!!! UGH. appts= nonsense

beacon pri sch cny celeb

2009-02-02T23:41:00.002+08:00

OKAY haha im updating for you leh, huimin! thought u got a job alrdy. meiyi has one alrdy!!

okok i want to add. last friday we had cny celebrations in school. the kids treated the lion dance troupe like they were some big shot celebrities la. ahah.so cute la. the whole canteen was filled with their SCREAMS man. the lion dance performance was exhilarating initially, but i was yawning towards the end. super boring cause the stupid big head came out and walked many rounds around the circle while the person holding the head took their own sweet time to peel the oranges. after the hall celeb, the lion dance troupe went around the school and danced in the staff room, ALL THE CLASSES OMG, canteen. almost everywhere la. i felt tired for them la. they went into the classes to dance somemore. omg. oh ya. all the teachers went up stage to receive blessings and oranges.

huimin! i lost agn la. ytd at aunt hse-.- really not my year. shesashejashekj

TODAY!! cny lunch buffet!! wah sounds so impressive. nonsense mans. only the drink was awesone. cherry blosom tea or something. very long name. very nice. the rest was okay. caterer's smiling orchid. the same that catered for O games last year. omg huge difference la. last year they had fondue, pasta and meat and fish everywhr. haha. okay nvm cause school got budget=/

so huimin! are u finding job enthusiastically not. sai. do you realise this entry is entirely written for YOU. ahaha. honoured ar.
oh ya. and i watched campus superstar today cause jim said i will surely see him on tv. nonsense. couldnt even see his hands-.- the malay guy sings really well and there was this girl from mgs, she sang the FIR song, yue ya wan, haha she sings funnily la. lol. cause of her leh yi ehh!! okay you guys wont know what im talking if you nv watch, but i can demo live sometime! HAHA when i see you. but then overall, she was quite pleasant la. HAHA

and and. im gng to wear white blouse, black pants, white shoes, carry white bag tmr. omg funeral outfit. that's what my sis says. tsk. time to buy some coloured shoes. haha i saw one at jp. dont know how much. shud be quite ex=/ some high end shop. go shopping sometime ar huimin!!=D

anti social

2009-01-30T23:18:00.002+08:00

omg. i feel very anti social for the past month. and totally not spending my time well. not gnganywhere, not dng anything, except for sats/cny. seems like i've got no friends0.0 okay actually i have myself to blame la. because of my laziness, i just dont feel like gng anywhere=( how this is not gd. i dont want to think back and realise wtf, my 6 months just flew past like that doing nothing memorable/exciting. aye.

and honestly speaking, im not very into class gatherings=/ maybe because im lazy la. but will try to make it tho=)ah well

okay anw, SAT was haha. tried our best la.
cny. like a routine mans. everything we do the same thing, go same place, see same people. except this year i got one hongbao from my grandma for the first time in 19 years=D HAHA dont know why. maybe she realised that we're such great granddaughters la.and i think she kept hinting me to treat her for dinner once i've gotten my pay. i dont know. HAHA. and oh yes, because my grandfathers passed away this year, so only got hongpaos from 3aunties. i dont really care la actually, cause the monetary value remains the same for 19 years and like what the teachers always emphasize, it's not about the value, it's about the blessing. HAHA that's what i tell the students too. nonsense=/

am still gng to visit aunties' houses since we have 15 days of cny. oh ya and i think the ox year doesnt bless me financially cause i keep losing money in black jack=/ aye. but nvm nvm! it's just once a year and it's not alot la. cause we play with 20 cents0.0 it's really pathetic.

SCHOOL

2009-01-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

work at school is really interesting because i get to see very cute kids everyday=)haha so they brighten up my day when they bow 90 degrees forward and greet me, good morning ms ang!=)) and i bought this hello kitty eraser for this girl from my class, joscelin. haha it was her birthday and she's damn cute=D haha okok enough of all the cuteness alrdy=D

went over to brandon's hse to look see look see and celebrate his bday as well. everybody came except for matthew(in army haha) muthu and minting. some stayed some left. watched speedracer and 27 dresses. left with mich. and des is actually a chinese teacher now! HAHA. hilarious. but he's teaching the normal techs so it shudnt be that hard for him?0.0

was able to meet up with carol to talk and dinner with sherwin on monday=D i like it when we have this heart to heart talk(HTHT!!!)=D maintains our relationship i feel.

my life has been really boring. because of work and no fun.. so im gng to attend some courses to upgrade myself. HAHA. and to live my life to the fullest la.

MOU! when are u free for KL trip? mich and i,anytime=D

EVENTS

2009-01-06T22:42:00.003+08:00

NEW YEAR'S EVE
went for interview at beacon pri and i got the job! hah. went to jim's hse in the evening and we watched little nyonya tgt with his ah ma and friends. then tgt with carol we headed over to quanjun's home which was like 100 times prettier than jim's0.0 countdown tgt and walked over to 7eleven to buy drinks. because sherwin pissed carol and i off earlier, he treated us=D haha. played indian poker and 7up, went home at 2 plus cause i had work the next day=/ UGH cabbed and reached home at 3 plus. effing tired. another reason i went home was because of my mum la.if i had known that she was alrdy sleeping like a pig, i would have taken the first bus home0.0
NEW YEAR 2009
went to work! effing joke. first day of the new year and i have work. but not too bad. very slack with jerlyn and pay's 10.5 per hr=) haha. shant have any resolutions this year because i think it's bullshit. cause i dont follow=/ ah maybe when im older, then will set more realistic resolutions and then might follow it then
02012009
work at sch. was kinda late. omg. the bus was $%$#&%#& and the train ride was LONGG. i was rather mortified to see the LRT line=( in the end reached school at 7.45? but the vp din know i guess. HAHA.
i smiled when i saw the cute little faces
smiled even more when i saw more boys crying than girls( they were screaming mans=/)
felt like crying when i heard them sing the national anthem because they were so freaking loud, and we were oh so soft=(
after school, went to plaza sing and met up with sj/2.9 people. gathering kinda failed cause we pissed someone off=( ahh. anw had dinner at fish n co. then yingqiu sine and i went to clarke quay and walked round and round before we settled down at yellojelloretro bar. ordered our drinks and yizhi kh aik came to find us. no one was dancing so sine and i just kept to our seats. we were kinda high. yingqiu esp. HAHA cabbed home and omg. fare's like 19 bucks and the uncle kept talking about how much i can save if i had taken the cab with yq, i appreciate his concern but wth, he talked all the way till jurong. UGH. irritating
03012009
went plaza sing agn with mou. bought clothes!!=D haha. then i headed to work at imm agn, this time with simeng, and she went for harmonica. talked about work and stuff. haha eh be free soon mou!
04012009
work agn=( after church went down to imm. then went home after work to change and met mich and westmall. she wanted to get a shirt for edwin but westmall is really pathetic. rmbered to buy a cake for sherwin=/ bought the fudge madness at emicakes, everyone thought it was nice, but i thought it was okay. then bused to sherwin's hse. the rest reached soon after. bbq, talked and it was kinda boring la actually. they bought drinks. carol thought gin sucked. haha i thought it was nice=D didnt drink much cause of work the next day. we surprised sherwin with the cake=Dmatthew came down and talked with mich and i for 1/2 hr or so. bused home with carol and we talked a little.
TODAY
was work agn! i took a class ytd and the kids were so cute, cause when they see me, they go,' ms ang hello!' haha=D and they giggled when i look at them play hand games=D oh mans. freaking cute. haha okay im gng to try to take pictures of them. not sure if i can tho=/
yq carol! send me pictures soooon!
and i realise this post is rather long too=x

sentosa

2008-12-30T22:32:00.005+08:00

OKAY i went to sentosa today mainly, actually is 100%, because of meiyi. so i went there to sit and enjoy the wind and sun(eew) and very soft sand. people who went were meiyi, shuteng, ziyi, des, quanyuan, jinlin, matt, jk, matt's friend. his name is chau smth. so while the rest were in the water soaking the salt, i was there attempting to build sand castles with chau smth. mine looked like shit but i insisted his looked more like it. we talked and i was amused by his cca=/ then we went to vivo at arnd 7 to meet up with brandon yijun yvonne. went carl's junior for dinner. i went off shortly after to catch little nyonya=/ so didnt eat.
ytd went to town with my mum! cause i wanted to get the levi's jeans. but both of us thought it wasnt worth the money. so we went to mango. dont have the one i wanted. and i told her i wanted to go to the bookstores to find twilight for yizhi. so we walked and walked. that's why i called u, huimin=/ cause borders only permit members to 10% off. but i found out that kino was selling it cheaper than borders even before discount. and they had 20% off storewide. sheesh. but i din buy la. bought the book at san bookstore at vivo. only 14.50!!!!! HAHA freaking cheap. yizhi's trying to get me eclipse. i can see that it's out of stock everywhr=(( i read alrdy tho. just wan to collect. if u guys want to read. i have the pdf version i can send u online. thanks to jarrel=)

ALRIGHT! tmr's the last day of 2008. hmm i felt that 2008 was nth much mainly because all of us kept studying for As. it was fun because of funorama, new bonds forged, better understanding

of one another and more time with family? ya.. and most importantly, it's a year where i truly realise who are my real friends and who arent. lala=D okay soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

HAPPY 2009=)

gng to spend my last day at sherwin's hse tmr=/oh i guess this will be my longest post of 2008. because of this.

1. The person who tagged you is ? Chua HuiMin

2. Your relationship with him/her ? close friend=)

3. Your impression of him/her ? quite but fierce0.0

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ? long letter she wrote to me after funorama

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ? fuck(lol, not to me tho)

6. If he/she become your lover, you will ? eh0.0

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? increse the gentleness in her(HAHA)

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ? stare at her all the time

9. If he/she dies, you will ? cry

10. What is it you want to tell he/she now ? good luck for interviews!

11. Your overall impression of he/she ? pretty, nice, a great friend who will always be there for u

12. How do you think people around you will feel ? huh?

13.The characteristics you love of yourself are? i make people laugh at times?=/

14.ON the contrary, the characteristics you hate yourself are? temper

15.The most ideal person you want to be is? not sure

16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them. i'll be there for you!! these 5 words i swear it's true( HAHA bon jovi)

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you

1. HUIMIN

2. Jarrel

3. Carol

4. Zuhui

5. Quanyuan

6. Simeng

7. Yijun

8. Yan Lin

9. Veronica

10. Sherwin(doubt he will read this tho)

18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with?single

19.Is no.9 a male or a female? female

20.If no7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?LOL i will laugh like mad

21.What is no.2 studying all about? mass com

22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3? ytd?(sms)

23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes? S.H.E i think

24.Does no.1 have any siblings?yea 2 sisters

25.Will you woo no.3? no! she's my bff!

26.How about 7? nope

27.Is no.4 single? yea

28.What is the surname of no.5? chiam

29.What is the hobby of no.10? eh say im fat each time he sees me? okok, eh read comic, watch anime i guess

30.Does no.5 & 9 get along? they don't even know each other

31.Where is no.2 studying at? ngee ann poly

32.Talk about something for no.1? eh nice and pretty haha

33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8? nah

34.Where does no.9 live in? my hse

35.What colour does no.4 likes? purple?=/sorry mou i dont know!!!=/

36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends? no

37.Does no.1 have any pets? no

38.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? haha no0.0

39.What is no.10 doing now? online

CHRISTMAS

2008-12-27T22:44:00.004+08:00

christmas eve was spent with my family in the evening. went to work till 4 pm at vivo for olay. we went din tai fung for dinner. didnt have to wait very long. went to walk arnd after which and there was nothing much to buy=/
merry christmas day! haha went to church at toa payoh and then to grandma's hse. then went home to get presents and to meet mich meiyi and mou at jurong point. 3 Ms! HAHA. we went for lunch at crystal jade then exchanged presents and cards. haha. meiyi had to leave early for malaysia but then turns out she only needed to board the bus at 10 pm!!-.- mou had to leave too cause she was meeting her friend. so in the end, we went to buy yoghurt before heading home. quite a boring christmas i feel=/ but at least got to meet up with friends i havent met up for a long timee and we shared quite alot of gossip!! HAHA> okok maybe it wasnt that boring afterall. WEE!!=D
went to tosca street for gathering. reached late and so sang christmas songs and ate with the rest only=/ prayer session was over. my paternal family is coming over tml for lunch and hse viewing. first time. hope everything goes well=/
oh YAY 2009 is coming=D and i finished the last book, breaking dawn. AWESOME read. but i agree with jarrel. the ending could have been better. but oh well. at least it was a happy one=D WEEE. and the movie's damn good too=D and yes man kinda not worth the 6 bucks i spent=/

cameron and TWILIGHT!!!=)

2008-12-19T12:47:00.003+08:00

HI!am back from cameron/genting trip. it wasnt very exciting but at least we got to enjoy fresh cool air and get to see organic fruits and vege being grown. the time spent at genting wasnt sufficient. we went for flying coaster which was exhilarating!=DD haha. KL shopping wasnt much. cause they brought us to the twin towers. and the shops there were like chanel burberry prada bla. so very ex and we didnt buy anything. not even pirated CDs!=(

went to watch twilight with catherine yesterday. it's freaking nice! haha okay maybe the effects wasnt that great and my first impression of edward cullen was that he looked gay. but then he's so sweet to bella and so protective over her. haha. think huimin will love it!! oh man. i was still thinking about him and bella after the show=/ very sweet couple. and the part where bella went to his hse and there was this frame filled with graduation hats. haha rather funny. imagine repeating high school for 50 times or more than that=/ so anw you guys should go catch it. not much action tho.
finished packing all the gifts im planning to give for xmas. except for my mum and dad's=/ 6 more days to christmas!! time to send the cards out today=DD

oh ya. i really dont mind watching twilight agn. haha=D

fucked up

2008-12-10T17:06:00.002+08:00

wtf man. i asked my sis to clear away her stuff which were on MY table and she just took away the tissue box like she dont even want to care. so i dont care. fuck. threw her BAGSS onto the floor and then she came in to clear her bags. wtf. FUCK

baking day

2008-12-10T01:27:00.003+08:00

went over to yijun's hse to bake with enting and her. freaking had stomachache the whole morning and i had to ask the macdonald's staff to help me look after my breakfast while i rushed to go shit=/
so we attempted to bake kueh bahulu( egg cake) those chinese new year goodie. turns out to be like scones la freaking hell. and we spent the whole day baking cause we watched shows in between and looked at pictures on fb. hahah! anw enting and i brought back the kuehs and my mum tried and she said,' audrey ar, the kuehs, if used to hit my heart, will hurt leh.' -.-
OH and i guess all of you have gotten the navy newsletter. there's this recipe inside for prawn noodle and im gng to try it=DD YAY so exciting la. haha. but i dont know wth is a pork collar. my mum doesnt too0.o i guess im just gng to ask the butcher ( i wanted to say pork seller, wth-.-) someday soon=))
OH! and i just watched this show, D.E.B.S, starring sara foster and it's a lesbian show. omg. and they rate it PG13? HUH. my sister and i were like wth. they were making out leh. how gross and inappropriate for a 13 year old=/ ah but the show's not bad cause all of them were rather pretty esp the 2 lesbians0.0 haha
im rlly pissed with that ass njc girl. please la, stop acting all so 'pure' and so sought after. ugh. cant you just meet him for ONE time so that he can pass u the freaking letter. such a UGH. freaking shit face!!!!

jessyca's 18th

2008-12-07T17:48:00.008+08:00

HELLO!went out on friday to meet leo and carol at westmall. we went to buy this chocolate cake from bengawan solo and took the train to vivo. were planning to surprise jessyca but then she saw the cake from afar! ahhhh. i was like HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSYCA!! ARE YOU SURPRISED? and she was like, eh i saw the cake from afar alrdy0.0 this is the first time she's celebrating her bday in singapore! haha=D she went for movie with jim sherwin and nigel before that. we cut and ate the cake and went to sushi tei for dinner. after which we went outside to attempt to chat and take photos but leo the ass kept disturbing so our photos looked like shit.haha havent had so much fun since after A levels. i can totally relate to them and i was telling carol that i wont get easily pissed even if sherwin says im fat everytime he sees me=/ and nigel making stupid but freaking hilarious comments=) ahh cant wait to meet up with them agn! but will have to wait awhile cause everybody's gng overseas. movie marathon at sherwin's hse!!!!=))

birthday girl!

sherwin's 'bread' face. haha0.0

BFF=DD

leonard's not inside

watched movies for the whole day today. watched house bunny! and rewatched wildchild. actlly hse bunny isnt that fantastic i think. funny at some parts but it's just very expected. haha. gng to catch the clique later!=))

SAM'S bday celeb/gathering

2008-12-03T11:49:00.010+08:00

so on mon we had a gathering cum bday celeb at sam's hse. before that simeng mich meiyi and i went to buy food. huimin went to get cake and qy and ben went to buy drinks.
i thought the gathering was kinda enjoyable. but then i still spent like 3 hrs watching tv instead of swimmng. ahh. there was too much food and we din finish. cake was awesome! haha we sort of managed to surprise sam. and i want to add. his sister,natanya, is really cute!! very adorable. haha a great host.
miss zhu came too! talked and watched tv.
yijun enting and i took cab home. saw misszhu at the bus stop too! haha/
i just read huimin's blog and would really like to know what simeng wrote on her blog. ugh but i dont know the address=/ anw pictures!!!facebook is awesome!haha

very cute natanya!=)

LOL

wildchild

2008-11-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

i caught wildchild with meiyi on friday. it was supposed to be like a group thing but all were unavailable. we went for kfc before that and the new shrimp thing really sucks. it's like some fried paste with no prawn-.- cinema was so effing noisy.. there was this pair beside us giggling and throwing popcorns all over/ wth-.-anw, wildchild was really good=)) hilarious and bimbotic. ahaha. emma roberts really pretty and she's only 17!

attempted to go shop for bbq stuff with simeng and meiyi but we decided to get the stuff tmr. s we went to get a gift for sam. ahaha. not a wasted trip afterall

am looking forward to the gathering tmr at sam's hse. hope it's gng to be loads of fun. tho cant stand some people. and and twilight!! woohoo!

and mou, i still havent gotten a job. and i still haven seen you man.
and i wanna meet up with carol jim catherine itchy mok=))

saw sherwin on thurs at redhill. my mum said he's not bad looking, i laughed man. HAHA and i saw minting.
went to the arena and royalsporting hse warehse sales. not bad but very packed with people. and i finally visited my popo=)

post As

2008-11-21T21:20:00.003+08:00

so As' finally over!=D but i still feel a teeny bit of stress like there's something back at my head that needs to be done.
went out for lunch with sc10 at pastamania. haha. hm,mich,meiyi!! vongole! and the 106 bus trip. funny and very stupid.
and so i left early for a job interview which went pretty fugly. the people there are freaking annoying like they keep forcing u to attend their fugly orientation-.- please la. for goodness sake. and so i just smile smile and told them i will go down for it cause i rlly wanted to head for home. and then smsed that guy to tell him i wont be gng. WEE
grandma got admitted into hosp. very low blood pressure. went to visit her today=) and my aunt started preaching to me about the bible agn=/
okay so i haven met up with ANYONE yet=( due to laziness and no cash! freaking hell. need to go find some temp job. any recommendations?=)

ah so carol,mou! i dont mind gng for the fish therapy. haha. and i wanna watch TWILIGHT=D

gng back to nanhua tmr for open hse. will be accompanying my cousin to take a look around.

OKAY i need some LIFE back into my life. haha. very BORING

A lvels

2008-09-26T23:24:00.003+08:00

hi all, the race is on! yea both the F1 and the A levels
i dont know why, but i feel like i can do it. i can overcome integrations, balance of payments, stats, summations, organic chem, trade, ionic equilibrium and the rest. i know there isnt much time left but i want to make good use of the remaining time to study hard. i believe if i have put in all my efforts and tried my best, i wont have any regrets. regret. like how i feel about my O lvels. i may not be as hardworking as eh minting/muthu/desmond, may not be as smart as some, but i really believe i can do it. there's still this fear within me. what if i get a D for GP? an E for econs, a S for math? these worries are inevitable. so to yvonne,huimin, mich, meiyi and the class, let us just work hard, try to finish revision, the effing hell lot of practice questions and run this race tgt=) YES YES YES!
one more month to go friends=D

oh yes. my prelims sucked except for my bio. i got an A, E for math. D for chem. effing S for GP, E for econs. tada. and oh yes, the rain was horrendous today. freaking drenched. matthew was still saying,' got rain meh?'-.- ya cause he was driven to school.

carol's birthday!

2008-09-07T17:03:00.008+08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY CAROL!=D

the holidays was rather well spent catching up on best friends=) went to gym with zuhui for 2 hours straight on tuesday. then we went to have dinner and talked quite alot=D and hey zuhui! i cant wait for 5 and 12th oct!

went to visit my ahma at my aunt's hse, my pri6 cousin intro-ed me to a couple of websites where there are tons of awesome games. haha wonder if she has been studying for her PSLE0.o left at 5.30 for vivo, was the earliest and so walked around to see if i can get anything for carol. bought pods and gummies for her then we waited for nigel and sherwin and their frd,quanjun, before heading to superdog for takeaway. oh yes! before that we saw zuhui! more tanned than ever. she was having competition and she got into the finals! some ironman com which comprises of swim, run, surf and canoe. impressive! today she will be gng for canoe heats of smth. all the best mou!!=D

after buying food, we went out to the open area to have our dinner and then it started pouring heavily. sherwin nigel and frd went to buy carol a cake w/o her noticing=D haha it was a pleasant surprise and we had hell lot of fun eating and making fun of each other=DDleft with carol after celebrating and we wanted to take cab cause it would be faster to get home. but to our horror, the queue was fucking long0.0 and because i was rather reluctant to walk back to the train station, i convinced carol that it would be fast since the cabs are flowing into the mall. but then, i was wrong and we waited for effing ONE hour. by the time we board the cab, it was alrdy 11 and carol had to be home by 9.30, can u imagine the panick in her.

and btw, blogger's rlly slow at uploading pictures-.- so i'll upload another day!