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2011 is coming to an end! I've experienced lots of ups and downs in this year. i've tried things i would have never imagined myself to do. I think most importantly, i've became closer to friends, especially my bestie, carol, after all that had happened. i find it a blessing in disguise really. dont judge but i finally understand the importance of friends.

i wanted to write down whatever thoughts i have regarding the events that have happened to me, but.. i realised, it doesnt really matter anymore. 2012 is in less than 10hours away. shouldnt we concentrate on the happier stuff and be even happier when we cross over to the new year?

yea and so my resolution for the new year. to be happy, to do things without caring about its repercussions, to live my life to its fullest and to not regret anything i've chosen or done. happy holidays everybody^^

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wah i think the mv sucks.
think the song's really cute and catchy!^^
hols has been i dont know how to describe. i have a love hate relationship with December this year. i love it cause it's the festive season! so chrismassy everywhere!^^ i hate it cause of mystery shopping:c i cannot wait for the month to be over so i'll be done with work soon, but that'll mean sch will start soon. UGH. i regret not signing up for exchange T.T
am still contemplating if i should take up the moe teaching award or not. shall settle all the application forms before i make a decision on monday. this is annoying. ugh.
havent been really happy these days i dont know why. ever since i bought the wrong cupcake mould size for my cupcakes. but it's ok, shall try to make some muffins with those moulds instead^^ ugh be happy audrey BE HAPPY!

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fucking in love with this song right now. the lyrics' so meaningful and i find this song really touching i dno why. i've died everyday waiting for you. indeed, the wait for someone to love you back is an agony. so heartbreaking and tiring. but i've loved you for a thousand years, i'd love you for a thousand more. will you really persevere that long, to wait for that someone.

went to the bookfest with sherwin this afternoon and spent more than $100 on books. he spent more than $200 close to 300 hahaha. but it's really cheap with all the discounts so it's worth it ah. been watching atmospheric chem webcasts since 5pm. i'm on my 4th webcast at 3am. 3hours for 1webcast. and i have 10 to clear. i'm working harder for this gem than my core mods T.T cause the finals is a fucking 70% and thinking back, my 10% wasn't well done and my 20% essay was more like a copy and paste work so... OMG will i even get a minimum grade of C to s/u it. zz.

sherwin's ordering macs for... the both of us. ahhhhh. this is horrible. macs at this hour?! bah.

on a happier note, final paper's on mon. i'm really happy to see my organiser filled with activities from that day onwards^^ there's lunchdate/shopping w/ daphne, shopping w/ the psych girls, dinner dates, birthday celebrations, christmas parties, work and and I'M GOING TO SPEND THE HOLS BAKING! bought the Hummingbird Bakery cookbook at the bookfest today and omg the cupcakes look so delish and simple to bake, hopefully. <: so excited! heh! 1 month of break seems inadequate now, meh.

oh yes, have to start planning mods to be taken next sem T.T horrible start to my holidays.

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i think this song is really nice though i dont really understand what they're singing about:x it has something to do with love, schooldays, etc i think. i watched the show twice! think it's really good cept the ending is uh disappointing. but then i guess that's reality! and i think the author of the book just want to portray how the girl was significantly part of the guy's past, that's all. i feel like getting the book and read it but it's in chinese. has been 5 years since i last read a chinese article. bah. nevertheless, i shall try, after my finals!

watching the show made me reminisce about the happy times i had with my friends when we were in secondary school. because i was in a co-ed school with more guys in my class throughout the 4years, that gave me plenty of opportunities to witness the nonsensical things the guys will do. those never fail to crack me up then. i still remember the wrestling matches the guys will have in sec 2. it's a wonder how they can assemble the arena by stacking the tables high up and then disassembling it within seconds. and the times we would play ping pong with 'i am david' literature books in class. skiing barefootedly while cleaning the classrooms, hiding all our books in the fire extinguisher 'room', playing pranks on mrs fong, cutting her hair, passing the fire extinguisher around, reassemble the broken table so that it will fall on her when she put the books there, counting down to recess time during geog lessons and openly defying Mr chia. those were the days, how i miss them, so very much.

moving on to a happier note, i've completed the revision for 1module! 1 more to go!^^ i've got to say, this sem is probably the slackest sem i've ever had. hope the next will be the same^^

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i think the song depicts what i really feel right now. bah. i have tried and taken an unconventional route. i never felt happier before. life is too short for decisions. if you want to do it, just go for it. i did what i thought would make me happy and i'm glad to have done it :) though it didnt last for very long, sadly. but if i can turn back time and make a choice again, i would do the same thing. no regrets.

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